Alive Again (Cielois)

Never Meant To Hurt You (7)

Alois' P.O.V.

I opened my eyes to see nasty weather outside. The sky was a dull grey and it was raining buckets. I sat up, looking at how broken the bed was. It was pretty messed up. I grabbed some random pants from the ground, but stayed shirtless. I looked in Ciel's mirror and noticed a hickey on my collar bone.
Feeling proud, I strutted my way to the kitchen, although my bum hurt like nothing before. 'Thats what happens when a demon pounds the shit out of you..'
When I got to the kitchen, I saw that Sebastian was cooking breakfast. He was humming softly, and I could tell he was happy. Probably because of Big-Booty.
"Good morning, Sebastian."
"G'morning, Alois!" He said, smiling. "Does Ciel's room need a little maintenance?"
I grinned although a light blush appeared on my cheeks.
"Yes. The ceiling is broken, the bed, and the wall."
"Oh my," Sebastian chuckled."It seems you two had a good time last night."
I giggled."So where is Ciel?"
"In his guest bedroom with Jess."

My heart dropped to my stomach.

I nodded and put on a fake smile.
"Okay, well, I'm going to go shower."
"Would you like me to--"
"No Sebastian."

He nodded and kept cooking as I walked down the hall. I walked to each door there was, putting my ear to it, and I found the bedroom finally. It was at the way end of the hall.
I could hear Ciel stuttering up a storm.
Growling, I kicked the door down.
"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN HERE?!" I barked as I noticed that Jess was standing there with absolutely nothing on. But I noticed something...
She had cuts and scars all over her body. Like, her collar bone, her shoulders, right above her breasts, her sides, hips, stomach, legs, thighs, and wrists. Then there were burn marks in places too.
"What the devil...?" I whispered. Tears dripped down her cheeks.
"Jess.. Why?" Ciel asked, obviously concerned.
"Ciel, I've self harmed for 7 years.. I've always felt empty, even if my dreams came true. After I was raped by... by my father, I always hated my life. I felt so bad because he's in jail now and it's my fault. There's something I did to make him do that to me..."
"He has no right! He can't just, decide to have sex with you! He's your dad." Ciel said. Ciel had everything on except for his shirt.
"I've been violated before too," I said.
She turned to me."Thats not a good joke."
"He isn't joking..." Ciel mumbled. Her eyes widened.
"I'm sorry.. I-I.. I'm sorry.." She hurriedly put her clothes on and ran out of the room. Ciel didn't move, he just sat where he was.
"I... can't believe this.. That's.. why she never showed me..."
I looked down."I'm sorry for intruding.. But if I wouldn't have barged in, would you have had sex with her?!"
"N-No.."
"You're lying to me aren't you, Ciel?"
"No...I-.."
"Look me in the eye."

And he couldn't. I shook my head and stomped away.

Ciels P.O.V.

I put my head in my hands for a few seconds, then I ran after Alois.
"Alois!" I shouted, running down the hallway. I made it to the kitchen, where Sebastian was listening to Anaconda and making BLTs for lunch.
"My anaconda don't! My anaconda don't! My anaconda don't want none unless you got buns, Hun.."
'The 21st century is getting to him..'
"Sebastian, which way did Alois go?" I asked.
"He ran in the direction of your room, my Lord."

I nodded and ran to my room, swinging the door open. Alois was laying on my new water bed, sobbing softly.
"Alois..."
"What do you want?!" He snapped, choking a bit from crying so much.
I sat beside him and pulled his fragile body close to me.
"Alois, I'm sorry. I admit, I would've had sex with Jess, but not because I love her.. To satisfy her. I don't like seeing her sad. I may be gay, but I still worry about her. I planned on telling her about you and I, I swear, Im just afraid she'll end it all..."
"What do you mean, Ciel?" Alois whispered, clinging onto me.
"I mean, she might kill herself. She's very suicidal. There's no helping her, I've tried. I don't want her to take her life away! The thought seriously scares me.." I sighed."But anyway, Alois Trancy, I love you more than anything, that'll never change. Youre the one that made me discover what love is and what it feels like."
Alois sniffled."Really?"
"Really, babe. I love you."
"I love you too."

"C-Ciel?"

Shit. It was Jess...

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