Smile||Jimin ff

Chapter 22 || Thoughts

•Thoughts•

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It has been around a month since Ji-Hyun and I met, and we have gotten a lot closer to each other.

We were currently in the dance studio since I needed to practice for my performance. I walked over to Ji-Hyun and sat next to her. I looked over at her and smiled because she was drawing again.

"Is that a new drawing," I asked.

Ji-Hyun nods her head and says, "I need to get a new sketchbook soon since it's almost full."

I get shocked since the last time I saw it was almost brand new, "Wow, so you've been drawing a lot then."

"I have. Also, I want to thank you, Jimin".

"For what," I asked.

"You are the reason why I started drawing again. You helped me gain the courage to draw again. You also taught me to be much more confident in myself. I know that my drawings aren't as good as they use to be. But thanks to you, I learned to use that obstacle to motivate me to draw and to not stop me".

I couldn't help but to smile after hearing Ji-Hyun say that she's thankful for me, "I'm happy to hear that you are happy."

Ji-Hyun smiles and says, "I'm happy because I met you."

My face started to turn red, "Yah, why are you giving me so many compliments, you're making me blush."

Ji-Hyun shrugged and said, "For no reason. I've just been really happy this past month. Honestly, I'm shocked I can be this happy after what happened to me".

I hum in agreement, "I've also been really happy the past month since I got to spend it with you."

I look over to Ji-Hyun and notice that she's blushing. I smile and poke her, "Did I make you blush"?

Ji-Hyun looks away and says, "No way."

I then ask, "Are you ready to go home"?

Ji-Hyun then says, "I need to tell you one more thing before we leave."

At that moment, Yu-Jin walks into the room and says she needs to speak with Ji-Hyun.

I really do not trust her, so I say, "You can tell both of us whatever you need to say."

Yu-Jin shakes her head and says, "I need to speak alone with Ji-Hyun."

"Fine but for only 5 minutes".

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•Ji-Hyun•

"What do you need to tell me"?

"I know that we are not friends anymore; however, we were in the past. So, I still care about you".

I start to laugh, "You care for me? If you actually cared about me, you wouldn't have spread those rumors about me".

"I know it is hard for you to believe me, but trust me, I do. That's why I came to warn you about Jimin. He's playing with you".

"What do you mean he's playing with me," I ask.

"He only became friends with you so he could become closer to Jisoo. Jimin likes Jisoo".

I smile and say, "I don't believe you."

"You don't have to believe me. But just think about it, has he ever randomly brought up Jisoo in your conversations"?

For a second, I do start to think of the times Jimin has randomly mentioned Jisoo in our conversations. No, I can't believe what Yu-Jin is telling me.

"If that's all you have to tell me, then I think you should leave."

I then knock on the door signaling Jimin to open the door.

We then go back to where we were sitting.

Jimin then asks, "So, what did Yu-Jin tell you"?

I shake my head and smile, "Nothing important."

"Okay, so what is it that you wanted to tell me before Yu-Jin came"?

"Oh, right, I will have surgery on eyes soon."

I could sense Jimin jumping around. He then grabbed my hands and asks, "So, does this mean you will be able to see soon"?

"Yeah, hopefully."

Jimin then hugs me and says, "I'm so happy."

I then start to smile. How can all of this be fake?

Jimin pulls away and asks, "Have you told Jisoo yet? I'm sure this will make her very happy".

And at that moment, my heart dropped. Why did he have to bring up Jisoo, right after what Yu-Jin told me?

I shake my head and tell him that I wanted him to be the first person to know.

"Well, you should tell her soon."

I then ask, "Can you take me home now"?

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On our way home, it was pretty silent, with only short conversations.

As soon as I got home, I used a bar that was placed in my house to help me navigate. I go into my room and lay on my bed and start to think about what Yu-Jin told me today. I really don't want to believe her, but I can't help to keep thinking of times when Jimin has randomly mentioned Jisoo. For instance, today in the studio and when he invited me to his friend's party, he also invited Jisoo. I can't help to think that he only asked me to go, so Jisoo would go to the party and he would be able to talk to her. Could also this happiness I felt this month be fake? Could everything he told me today about enjoying being with me be fake? Could this whole friendship be fake?

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A/N

This chapter is a bit longer than the rest. I also think that this book will be coming to an end soon. I think there might be only 3 more chapters left. Also, this is the last chapter I will be uploading before I go back to school, so I don't know when I will upload again. Hopefully, it's soon. This is also the first chapter of 2020.