Vicious Memoir

Cruel 10

Lester. Marco. Me and my Doctor. Kami lamang ang nakakaalam tungkol sa pinagbubuntis ko.

About me passing out?

Ofcourse It's all over the news. Pero nasa balita lamang ay ang 'pagdadamdam' ko sa break up naming dalawa ni Rick at stress.

Lester and I let it that way. Para sa akin parin ang simpatya ng mga tao.

I was just staring outside the window of my condo the whole time. I don't know what to do! Carrying a child is not in my plan!

Is this my karma? For making my ex and co-model go in viral. But they're at fault! I just wanted a revenge beause I deserve it!

I walked towards my walk-in closet and search for some decent clothes.

I will go to a hospital and find a Doctor who can perform an abortion.

Yes, I will abort the baby.

"IT'S a no, Miss. I'm sorry."

Hinawakan ko ang aking salamin at inaayos 'yon. Making sure that the Doctor wont see my face. Clearly.

This is the fourth time I got rejected. The abortion thing.

Gaya ng aking Doctor ang sumunod na apat na Doctor na aking pinag-tanongan ay hindi ang sagot. Pareho ang mga sagot nila.

Nawawalan na talaga ako ng pag-asa.

I just can't take some meds dahil baka pati ako ay mapahamak kapag hindi matagumpay ang pagalis sa bata.

I felt a stinging pain in my chest when I think about getting rid of the baby.

I brushed away my own thoughts and think about my booming career instead.

I know walang kasalanan ang bata, but... I don't know.

I want to keep him or her but I want my career more.

I stormed out of the hospital then walked towards the parking lot. My head is full of negative thoughts right now.

I heard a screeching sound of a car. The next thing I knew is I was closing my eyes, not wanting to see the scene.

"Shit, Miss! Are you, okay?" a man with a baritone voice spoked.

I opened my eyes weakly then saw how his masculine arms carried me.

"Open my clinic, make it quick!"

"Yes, Doc."

"Check her vital signs!"

"I-I'm fine..." I whispered.

The guy looked at me intently.

"Leave us."

The nurses looked at me before storming out of the room.

I removed the cover on my face the looked at the Doctor.

"Oh you're the model." sambit nito.

"D-do me a favor.."

He sighed then nodded.

"Okay, Miss. What is it?"

"I- I want you to perform an abortion. Get rid of the baby, immediately." I pointed at my tummy then looked at him.

Umawang ang kanyang labi at dumilim ang mga titig. Madilim at malalim. Nakakatakot.

I swallowed the lump in my throat then faked a cough.

"Why?" he asked darkly.

I looked at the side of his chest where his name plate is placed.

Dr. Dondarell De Santis.

So I'm currently facing the young and hot Doctor now huh? The owner of many hospitals in the country.

"The baby is not in my plans. Just get rid of it!"

"Nagpabuntis ka tapos... Ipapalaglag mo?" nanguuyam niyang saad.

How dare this man to judge me!

"It was an accident!-"

"You should've think about that first before spreading your legs to someone."

"How dare you! Just perform a fucking abortion and we're done! May kasalanan ka sakin so you should do me a favor!" I shouted out of frustration.

"Let me think first." He said lowly then walked out.

I closed my eyes firmly then hold my flat stomach. I'm sorry.

Taking advantage at the situation is not that bad right?