Vicious Memoir

Cruel 32

It's been three weeks.

After that incident in the kitchen, I think we're back to zero. We are not talking to each other anymore, well sometimes If it's about Ren or when I'm asking his permission.

He tried to talked to me many times, nakakaiwas lang ako dahil sa paggawa ng kung ano-anong excuses at pag-iwas sakanya, he already stop trying a week ago, I guess, he got tired. Well, who wouldn't? And his girl is back anyways, wala na akong pakinabang pa sakanya.

I started to accept contracts again, just here in the metro. Para kahit papaano ay may ginagawa parin ako. Most of my schedules are in the afternoon or night. Pinili ko lamang 'yong mga oras na tulog ang anak ko. He will cry everytime when he sense that I'm not around, kaya hindi ako kumukuha ng shoot sa umaga.

The issue about the Cozen's and my son is not that relevant anymore pero hindi parin nawawala dahil hindi naglalabas ng ano mang statement mula sa akin o sakanila. We didn't talk about it since both parties are busy.

"Tulog na ba?" I asked Ren's nanny, Minda.

She nodded then opened the door for me.

I stared at my son then kissed his cheeks and forehead before storming out of his room.

I walked towards the door to go out. I have a photoshoot for tonight.

"Where are you going?" I heard a cold baritone voice said.

I looked at his direction. Ah, he's with this girl again. She's clunging like a tarsier on his arms.

"I have a shoot."

"I see. Go straight here after your shoot, our son might cry."

"Rell, just let her, okay? We're just here naman."

Tumaas ang kilay ko ng marinig ang kanyang sinabi hindi rin maitatago sa kanyang boses at ekspresyon ang inis.

I smirked then looked at him slowly, "She's right... Ano pang silbi niyo kung hindi niyo mapapatahan ang anak ko?"

Dondarell's jaw clenched and looked at me darkly.

"Anak natin." he said, "And you're the mother, kailangan ka rin."

"Rell! I can be his mother for tonight! You know. Practicing, right?" she said happily.

I laughed, "Oh. Correction it's substitute mother. And practicing? Hey bitch, don't use my son. He's not a toy."

I didn't stop myself this time. Ayoko na ang lumalabas sa bibig ng babaeng ito.

Agad na nalukot ang kanyang mukha at inis na binalingan si Dondarell ng tingin.

"Why don't you just... Fuck around and ask for Dondarell's sperm so you two can have a baby? Good idea, right?" I added.

Nanlaki ang mga mata ni Darell at umawang naman ang labi ni Adenine. Oh, I can be blunt sometimes.

"Ego!" Darell shouted angrily.

"How dare you-"

"Nah. Goodbye for night, I'll be late. Have a nice night!" I said happily then goes out. I entered my car then started driving happily.

I'll just deal with Darell tomorrow. Ofcourse, he's mad. He might blackmail me about taking my son away from me.

"KUMUSTA naman sa poder ng mag-ama mo?" tanong ni Marco habang inaayusan ako.

"Maayos naman."

"Eh iyong step-mom ng anak mo? Ayos lang ba?" tanong niya. Agad na nalukot ang mukha ko sa kanyang sinabi.

"Anong step-mom? I wont let that happen, I'm still here duh."

"Baka hindi mo nalang kasi akitin si Doc para kayo ang magkatuluyan, tapos ayon na! Happy family!" he cheered.

"T-that's not easy.."

"Easy lang 'yon. Ayaw mo lang talagang umaming mahal mo si Doc." nanlaki ang mata ko sa kanyang sinambit.

"I-i don't love Darell!"

"Oh e ba't ka nautal? Ang tanda mo na, nasa indenial stage ka parin?" saad niya, "Feeling ko type ka naman ni Doc."

"He has Adenine." I said bitterly.

"Gaga! Maging ahas ka naman minsan ano. Tuklawin mo si Doc para maagaw. Malakas naman ang kamandag mo."

"I'm not like that, besides hindi magandang naaagawan."

"Ay oo nga pala, na-experienced na pala sa ex mo 'yan. Ayan tapos na." saad niya at pinatayo na ako mula sa upuan.

"Whatever."