Love can heal wounds(melizabeth)

Chapter-39

Elizabeth's P.O.V

I sat there in the bathroom with the shinny sliver blade in my hand hovering over my scarred wrist. I wasn't hurting, or had a nightmare or really anything I just had the urge to feel pain. I looked at my scars, running my fingers along the faded lines, there was a tingling feeling that ran threw my arms causing me to shiver. I don't even know what I was doing anymore, was I really going to do this, I can a baby being made inside me and I've been weak, maybe that's it.

I always hated being weak, everyone protecting me, always worrying about me, like I was a little but now with this baby it's gotten even worse, but I still don't think that's the reason. It's just when you cut it gets so addicting that you can't stop, you just want to fee the pain over and over again, it's so hard to stop and realize what your doing. I sat there for another five minutes just thinking about what I was doing until the door opened.

"Elizabeth?" Melidoas' voice rang threw my head as he turned to looked at me, I couldn't really tell what he was thinking but he slowly stalked up to me like I was his prey ready for him to sink his teeth into. He crouched down and gently put his hand on mine, the one holding the razor, "let go.." his voice was soft and quiet as my grip loosened on the sharp blade. He took it out of my grasp and put it on the sink counter behind him never breaking eye contact with me.

"M-Meliodas" a small whimper made its way out of my mouth, was voice was fearful, thinking that he was going to get mad and yell at me, my body trembling from anxiety and nervousness. I reached my hand out wanting to grab his shirt and I think he noticed cause he moved closer to me allowing me to grab the lose, red sleeveless t-shirt that he was wearing as tight as I could.

"No need to cry.." he said softly using the pad of his thumb to wipe some of the tears that soaked my cheeks, which I didn't even know what there. "It there something wrong? Why did you want to cut?" He asked with sadness laced in his voice but I shook my head as more tears fell.

"N-nothings wrong, I just w-wanted to feel the pain" I choked out as I pounced and hugged him tightly making his back hit the floor so we were lying down as I sobbed into his neck. He slowly sat up leaning his back against the wall as I crawled into his lap not letting him go.

"Hey, hey, I've got you, calm down, your okay" He tried to soothe me with sweet words but I was too drowns in my own thoughts.

"Do I deserve this pain? Am I a monster like they all say?" I asked pain and sadness laced in my voice, but I was speaking the truth wasn't I. They all called me a monster so that makes me one right? I didn't know I only listened to what everyone said, like my sisters and father, everyone at school. Didn't I deserve all the hits I got, the bruises, scars and the time I was raped.

"Baby, you didn't deserve any kind of pain, that wasn't your fault that was your father and all the bullies, it was never yours. You aren't a monster, but if you are then that makes me a monster and everyone else, well all be monsters together." He said as he kissed the side of my head hugging me tighter.

"I love you" I said snuggling my face into his neck, his words made me smile knowing that he really care for me, his love for me wasn't fake like Maels was. His love for me was true and he showed in by his actions and words.

"I love you too, but can you come back downstairs with everyone once you've calmed down, I don't want you in the bathroom alone again for now." He said and I nodded, I knew he was making sure that I didn't try again, and I appreciated cause I don't know if I could ever stop myself. He then stood up picking me up with him, he hands under my thighs as he hoisted me up so my legs wrapped around his waist, he wrapped my hand on my back the other under my butt to keep me stabilized, well my hands were in the same position as before.

I became a little dizzy when he picked me up cause he stood there for a minute which helped settle the dizziness. He walked over to our bed and sat down pulling my head back so I was facing him, he gave me a sneaky smirk and squeezed my butt making me give out an unexpected moan, then he moved hi one hand to my boob an squeezed. With my pregnancy my boobs were starting to get more sensitive making me moan again and him smirk even more as he moved his head to my neck kissing it.

I bit my lip with anticipation wanting what he was doing, I didn't know why but I just needed him more then normal and I didn't understand why. He began sucking and biting on parts well give my boobs squeezes, I gripped his shirt to hide back a moan. This continued for a bit before I was getting a feeling in my stomach and I know what it was, it was my lust for him. I wanted him, no I needed him and now.

"M-Meliodas" I squeaked as he moved to my ear, sucking on my earlobe.

"Hmm?" He hummed in my ear sending vibrations down my spine making me want him even more.

"I-I want you" I whimpered when he bit my ear but he then stopped.

"Whatever my princess wants, she get." He said before pulling me into a rough kiss and pinned me down on the bed, locking the door with his darkness which definitely made him hotter when his demon mark was out. Then we made love and I let him lead like normal but I loved it either way..

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I know this is kinda short but school just started and I have school exams an CCTs that I'm working on plus another book that's taking a lot of my time so just be patient.

Bye bye kiddos