Scary Night ✔

Chap 5 (Miserable life)

"Luna hold on hold on hold on. Let's talk. Do you want to say something? I'll listen", I say as she looks at me.

"There's nothing to talk", she says in a cracking voice.

I wonder what should I say to have her listen to me. The stream came out of my head and I blurted out something. Then she started listening to me.

"Look at me okay? It will get better I promise. I know you're in pain. I don't know what happened to you or what you're going through but I can assure you that it will get better. The pain may hurt for a little but it will pass by. If you bear it for a little it will pass by. It will be in the past", I was standing barefooted and it was raining.

I didn't know what else to say. Tears were rolling down on her cheeks. I reach out my hand to grab her from her waist. I nodded while looking into her eyes. She lifts her hand up to grab mine. As she placed it on mine, I pulled her down. We fell on our knees.
I wrapped my arms around her.

"I don't know what would I do if you jumped", I say and stroke her back. She burst into tears.

"It's alright. You're saved now", I say while rubbing her back.

"It hurts. It hurts to death. I'm tired of running now. I burn in hell every day. I lie to myself every second of my life. I am sick of these lies. I want to get rid of everything", she says while sobbing.

"We all have troubles in our lives. But that's doesn't mean we should end it like this. We should face everything bravely hoping that things will get better one day. You can't hide or run from your difficulties. Face them with courage and never lose hope. You will find a way someday. Beautiful destiny is waiting for you. Just bear it for little more", I've had never seen anyone in my life whimpering in pain like this. Seeing and listening to her just made me realize that physical pain is easy to be diagnosed and treated as compared to the pain someone carries in the heart.

"Let's go inside", I helped her to stand up. She was holding my hand tightly. I helped her to lay on the bed and tugged her under the cover.

"You want to change?", I ask if she wants to change the clothes as they were soaked wet but she nodded.

"Okay, I'm sitting on the couch. Don't think about anything else huh?", I closed the windows, settled on the couch and kept on staring at her.

I couldn't leave her alone. What if she would try to do something like that again? That's why I decided to stay in the room. This situation put me in a pool of thoughts where I kept thinking that whether it is a life that is really miserable or the people who make the lives of some people miserable to death?