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Wednesday half way there another week I've managed to bear, I hide my face and hope it all fades, the cuts on my arm don't seem to go away. Maybe this time I went to far ,I don't want to leave a scar. I want to be happy and laugh at my friends but at the moment all I want to do is bring my life to an end. One move could end it, one cut, one bath, one option to leave. I think I would take it but then I love my friends it would hurt them so much and I can't make them cry I love them to pieces so I'll watch whilst I fall. Today was hectic I broke the rules and felt so happy with my self then it all ended and I was back sat crying in a field. I showed you the real me all of me and wether you leave wether you stay I refuse to change not for you not for anyone. I feel empty inside even though I try. I wipe a tear away and tell myself I'm worth it and I have so much more to do in this world but even then I still feel another cut. I'm trying barely surviving.
