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Thursday.... the weeks almost over. Thank god I'm so over it all, it's taking everything to not cry and I don't want this week to not mean anything I need this I need to have achieved something anything to feel ok again. I don't know what's expected of me tbh I just wanna be happy and I seem to be everything but happy especially when I'm 3rd wheeling yk but I mean not much I can do about that cause they're happy and that's more important ig. I mean I know I can only try but what if that isn't enough anymore maybe I need to completely change find myself again.
