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Wednesday..... everything was kinda of today like everyone was different the happy people were sad and the tough people actually broke down for once. It must be exhausting keeping it in all the time but I think that's gonna be the best way to deal with it all.
I just want to hold you and let you know that you aren't alone anymore because I'm here now. I want you to be my first, my first everything, my first kiss, my first date, my first 'the one' maybe that doesn't make sense and if it does the well done you're probably just as messed up (no offence.)
I haven't eaten a proper meal in a few days but as long as I act ok and say the right thing no one questions it. The amount of times I've said 'oh yeah I'm not hungry' or 'I have eaten' is uncountable but I have to do what I have to do now.
