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Thursday the day from hell I cried basically all day and added to my arm, I watched whilst my friends laughed and I cried they say they care and they say they want to help I can just feel an argument and I don't wanna be ditched after everything I've told them. Every breath is a struggle like being submerged in water every time I speak. I can't cope. This could be the end. I could right now. But then I would be even more stuck I just can't face my demons right now. I fell in love with a girl today for the 4th time there's just something about her that lights up my whole world but I need to let go I just don't know how. You smile and dance and just look at me in a way that makes me feel really weird inside. I don't have much to say today I just want to end it......
