Oh god, I want you now

Chapter 25: If you love them, let them go. I guess. Seven's Pov

🤓 idk if it was just my phone or what but Wattpad hasn't been working so don't blame me for the lateness Of this chapter. I planned to have been updated but Wattpad had other plans. Sorry loves. But also we hit 17k🤓🤓
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DAYS I've been trying to upload for daysss but it won't let me. Everytime I try to add a picture it freezes and then Wattpad crashes so um I'll try to put one in later but yeah I'm sorry this is so late, no es mi culpa
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Sevens Pov from right when they left the doctors office: (so we're going back. Ha.)

We walked back to the car without saying a word to each other.

We got into the car and we sat in silence. I know she was waiting for me to say something. But I didn't know what to say.

Or I did know what I wanted to say. I just didn't want to say it.

Not soon enough, she finally spoke, "I'm sorry," she told me.

From the corner of my eye, I could see that she had turned her head towards me but I still didn't say anything.

We sat for a little while longer.

"Please say something," she told me. Her voice cracking.

I thought about how I should say what I needed to say.

"Billie we- you. You need to start acting more responsible. We got off this time but-"

"I know I do. I'm sorry,"

Of course your sorry. I know you're sorry. God, say something other than 'I'm sorry'.

"I know your sorry and I believe that you are but being sorry isn't gonna change anything," I told her, turning my body towards her.

"Every other week there's always something. This shouldn't be this difficult,"

"I know," She said, lowering her head.

'I know'? That's all she's gonna say? I know? Say something els. Make me change my mind and see the greater good so I don't have to do this.

God knows I don't want to break up with her. I love her but I don't know what els to do.

This shouldn't be so hard. A relationship shouldn't be this hard. I let out a sigh and covered my face with my hands.

She still didn't say anything.

I lifted my head and put the car in ignition. I needed time to think and driving should give me that time.

I drove to her house.
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Soon, we arrived at her house. We were parked out front and we just sat there in silence. Once again.

"So what now?" She finally asked. Looking out of her side of the window, trying to avoid looking at me.

"I don't know, Billie."

I did know. But I didn't want to tell her. I wanted her to say something. Make me change my mind. She's giving me no choice.

"Okay."

Okay. All she could say was okay. She knew where this was going. Was she okay with it. Is this what she wanted.