Oh god, I want you now

Chaoter 13: I like the name Seven

..😳hi there. I was just gonna come back and act like I haven't just disappeared for a couple of months but I think It needs to be said that the only reason I am here to write, is because Billie sorta kinda talked ab seven in an interview and my heart went all 💘💖✨💞💖💞so, here I am with a long ass chapter for you all because it's what you deserve.

Mf time skip bc idk wtf to write still so let's just go w the flow and see what happens🤓🤓

Y'all..😫 that interview came out Friday and that's the day I wrote that^^ and now, today is Sunday and I still don't have shit to write and haven't even started writing. 😫😫😫😫😫I'm trying.  I'm gonna update tonight I'm making it my fucking goal. I got this, I got this.

*Billie's pov*
I've been at sevens house for about two weeks now and I practically live here. When I'm not on tour, I'm here. Once I get off the plane, q picks me up and we go straight to his house. A lot of my clothes are there- most of my clothes are there. I even started putting things like plaques and gifts from fans in his house. And that's not just because I don't have any space In my house, I just some how end up bringing more of my shit to his house. I think when I'm 18 I'm gonna move in. Like, officially. Everything with Seven and I are going so good and everything just feels right. It feels so good to feel this way- happy.

I'm in such a good head space right now and everything couldn't be more perfect.

It was just morning and I was just laying in bed next to que thinking about how great life is and how it wasn't always great and how thankful I am and grateful I feel now that it is.

I turned to que and just stared at him. God I loved this man. I mean what would I do without him?

"God, I love you." I say out loud as I cuff his cheeks, kissing him softly so I don't wake him up.

He woke up anyways. He wasn't a hard sleeper anyways.

"Are you watching me sleep?," He asked not opening his eyes.

I sat on top of him and grabbed his hands. "I was just thinking about how grateful I am for you," I told him. "I was at my absolute worst when I met you. And now look at me. All happy and In love shit. mmm." (yk that lil thing Billie does where she like mmmm and she does that lil smiley bb face? Yeah she did that here. And every time I put mmm and it's not when they're having $**, thats what I mean.)

Anywaysssss

"I just woke up this morning really fucking grateful. And mostly for you. I love you Brandon."

"Aww baby." He told me pulling me close to his chest and holding me tight. "I love you sm. You don't even know. I'm so grateful for you too, B. Thank you for staying by my side through everything." He kissed my forehead.

"What? No, thank you for sticking by my side. I'm almost never here and your faithful and you wait for me to come back. You're patient with me. You're always here for me- with all my mental breakdowns all my anxiety attacks. You listen to all my problems. Shit, you love me! You generally love me. Like who does that. I mean you don't have too, but you do. You can have any other girl you want. One that you could go out with in public whenever you wanted too but you choose to stick with me and my dumb ass. Please, I have more to thank you for. When I say I'm so thankful for you, I don't think you understand. I really don't think you know how much you've helped me- mentally and physically. Like I-" I started to choke up. Thinking about it really made me feel so thankful but talking about it made me emotional.

"Baby nooo." Que tried to lift my head so he can see my face but I just held onto his neck. I didn't wanna let go.

"Ahh. My baby." He held me tight and rubbed my back as he rocked us back and forth. "I love you. I love you soo much. Your so precious, Billie."