I believe I've made your life a tad bit difficult.
I didn't want to write this text but I feel like I have to,
I'm sorry that you have to think twice or even more before texting me.
I'm sorry that you have to think about what you share with me instead of just sharing.
I'm sorry I'm such a rollercoaster maybe I'm bad for your health after all. I'm just trying to figure everything out I'm not perfect.
I don't want you to feel sorry for me,
I believe I brought this upon myself, and I deserve whatever I go through at times.
I know sometimes I become distant and I'm sometimes there,
I'm honestly just trying to figure what works best and to be honest a bit of both has kept me going.
I realised I never wished you well when you got into your relationship and to be honest I was so blinded by the pain and the tears that I tried to hold back from falling.
I wish you well I really hope it works out.
I really hope this is the last quarter of the pain.
Isn't ironic how I hope a lot but it's probably the one thing that's killing me. Lastly I'd like to apologize for falling in love with you. I didn't see it coming myself.
An actual text sent to her.
YOU ARE READING
THE MORNING AFTER
Poetry"My love for you runs so deep, It is hard for me to even sleep. Every time I see your eye, All I want to do is cry. When I touch your lovely skin, I get so nervous from within" a continuation of midnight thoughts my previous book if you haven't read...
