The 20 Year Old Virgin | Herophine

Chapter 23: What's A Dildo?

Jo

"Josephine... I love you."

Wha... what did he... just say?

"I love you and I'm sorry for treating you so poorly. I was so mad that night when I talked to Sophia on the phone and I was so ashamed that you saw me like that. She means nothing to me while you... you mean the world to me Josephine. Please don't let this end this way. I'm begging you... please Jo. Open up love... please," he begs, the sincerity in his voice piercing through my heart and breaking the stone walls I've built around it.

Is he crying?

From leaning against my door, listening to him the entire time while my tears fall down my cheeks, I turn and open the door to find him slumped to the floor and leaning against the wall beside my door. His eyes are red and tears streak his face, his nose red. When he hears the door open, he shoots up from the ground and envelopes me into a tight hug.

"You love me?" I ask stupidly, my heart almost leaping out of my throat.

"I do," he sighs, burying his face at the crook of my neck. I could feel his tears wetting my skin.

What should I say to that?

I know I want to say something but the logical side of my brain is shouting it's way too soon. I just found out I like him for fuck's sake, but love? I'm not too sure.

"You don't have to tell me you feel the same, love," he whispers as if reading my thoughts. Here he goes again. He's always giving too much into what we have and never asking for anything in return. It's why I always think I don't deserve him but I'm too selfish to care. I'm always too selfish and he's always to selfless. Maybe that's why we get each other? I know this is all crazy but I've always thrived on being crazy.

I think it's time I woman up and own up to my own feelings.

"I like you Hero... so much. I just don't think I'm at the same page as you are," I say, no longer masking my sadness with anger.

He pushes me away slightly, those green mesmerising eyes staring straight to my soul. "It's alright, love. I can work with that. Honestly, I'll take anything you can give me. Be my girlfriend, Josephine, and I'll make you fall in love with me. I don't care if it takes me a day, a week, a month or even a year but I promise to make you love me the way I do you."

How can I ever say no to this man?

"Okay," I say simply.

"Okay?" His face lights up almost instantaneously. "You're saying yes to being my girl?"

"Yes Hero, though I don't think I've been anything other than your girl from the very beginning. I've been yours since you spit soda on my face," I giggle like a crazy woman with tears still staining my cheeks.

"Can I tell you a secret?" He smiles cheekily and I nod for him to continue, too consumed by his sparkling eyes to speak. "I wanked imagining myself taking you from behind after our first meeting." His cheeks flush after he says this and I burst out laughing, kissing him right smack on his lips.

"You know what? I also came hard thinking about you after that night with my dildo imagining it's your cock buried deep inside me," I whisper against his lips before capturing them again.

"Wait... what's a dildo?" He asks as we tear our lips apart to catch our breaths. This will forever be my favorite part of my relationship with Hero-the part where I get to show him all the finer things in life.

"Don't worry, baby. I'll show you what it is after we finish filming tonight," I say with my eyes and voice full of promises of what's to come... or who's to come... hard.