Fallen for Handsome Devil

Spain holds my bitter past

Adrian POV:

I came to Spain on Sunday evening with Jennifer since I need to meet Mr Stains early in the morning at 9am. I told Jennifer that I'll be going on meeting and she can have my credit cards to do a shopping while I am away.

I reached Mr Stains Office and talk to reception who happily showed me the meeting room. I was waiting for him planning to discuss about some business deals when he enters.

I greet him 'Good Morning Mr Stains, Nice to meet you' then the next thing stops my heartbeat.

I cannot believe what I saw with my eyes. It was her, my angel, my Kath standing behind Mr Stains. I was frozen by her look and was thinking how came she in Spain? I feel sad seeing her with another man and on the mean time thinking about me cheating on her.

All my past memories flashback as its in present. I want to quickly go and hug her. I want to tell her how much I missed her and how much I love her. I really don't care about anything right at the moment, all I want is her.

Mr Stains then introduce 'Hello Mr Lincoln, Its pleasure to meet with you too. Please meet my girlfriend Kathrine who is my business partner for last 2 years'

What the hell? Did he just say girlfriend? Was she the one who has been helping Mr Stains in past 2 years? I was getting confused about what he just said. I was hoping he might have said it wrongly, my Kath can't be his girlfriend.

So I asked to clear my confusion looking at Kath 'Your girlfriend? Sorry I didn't get you, you mean your business partner'

But Martin Proudly reply 'Yes Mr Lincoln, Kath is my girlfriend and my business partner. We are engaging after 2 days. You know I am the luckiest person to have her'

My whole world collapse upside down. I couldn't think anything right at the moment. Martin was speaking some business deal but I didn't heart him and just node my head Yes.

I don't want my angel to be taken by someone. I need to talk to her and ask so many questions about the past. I know she left me alone but I don't know the real reason of her leaving me behind.

I was thinking all these things in my head when I saw her getting up from her seat and moving away from the meeting office.

I couldn't hold myself seeing her going away so quickly told Martin that I agree with his business deal. I will sign all the documents but before that he could explain the remaining plan to my chief Business Partner Mr Grant.

'Mr Grant, can you please take a note on the remaining plan? I'll leave it now as I have some urgent work pending' I told Mr Grant

Mr Grant is my chief business Partner and I came with him and other 3 colleagues of mine. I excused myself to follow her.

I can see her walking down the corridor and turning right where there was a beautiful glass office which I think it should be hers.

Kath was entering the room while I grabbed her and put my hands on her mouth to cover her.

She was freaking out and trying to scream when I speak 'Why baby? Why did you do like this to me? Why you run away from me?'

I can see her face becoming red and angry. If only anger can kill someone then I might be already killed by my beautiful angel anger.

She tried to free herself pushing me away, but baby I am stronger than you. I then pinned her to next glass wall in window then slowly remove my hand to let her speak.

The next thing she speaks out was like a rapid fire hatred hitting me directly. She told me 'Mr Adrian, please leave me alone. I don't know who you are? And I am not your baby.'

It hurts to hear her calling me Mr Adrian because I was her Mr nice man and her idiot boyfriend.

I try to hold my feelings and said 'Kath please, just for one time tell me the reason for leaving me behind'

She then replied 'I don't bother to explain my past to any stranger'

What the hell? She called me stranger? She seriously doesn't know me and trying to ignore me? My head is banging and my body is heating up with anger.

I was trying to speak her calmly and nicely forgetting about past 2 years of suffering and she is calling me stranger. I couldn't hold my anger anymore so told her 'Don't you dare test my patience baby, please tell me'

She again replied 'I told you Mr Adrian that I don't want to talk to any stranger'

My anger was more than to control so I punched the window mirror next to the wall which did broke into pieces making my hand bleed. Why does she have to call me stranger? I love her so much and hell she is ignoring me.

The next thing I saw in her eyes made me bit calm and the way she is panicking looking at my bleeding hand.

Now I understand that she do care for me, she do still loves me and it pains her seeing me getting hurt then why baby? Why are you ignoring me? Please why you are pushing me away from you?

I was thinking myself then she speaks out 'Please Mr Adrian, you are hurting yourself. I need to call the first aider'

Seriously first Aider? I dammed don't need first Aider. I only need the answer for my question so I asked him angrily 'Don't, I said don't you just ignore me Kath. How many times I have to tell you that I need the reason behind leaving me'

She seems bit scared and was looking at my bleeding hand then said raising her voice 'If I ask you what you were doing in France with Jennifer then?'

What? How? I was shocked to hear her question. It made my heart pump out and made my jaw dropped down. How did she knows about me being with Jennifer in France? I feel so guilty thinking about the mistake I have done in the past.

But she didn't stop. She continues to speak out all my past mistakes. It flashed me in front of my eyes making me more guilt and shame. I couldn't look at her face into her beautiful eyes, so I keep on looking down at the floor.

Her words were like a sharp knifes shoving it directly onto my heart. I am standing there not knowing what to say or do. I tried to open my mouth to clear the misunderstanding but words are not coming out.

At last she cried out in front of me making me break down more. I cannot see her crying but today because of me, she is crying out.

If only I could take this time back in past then I couldn't have make those mistakes to hurt her. She has so much hatred towards me which I can understand.

I deserve to be hatred not only hate, I deserve to be punished. She told me how much she loved me, how much she trust me but I being fool I just messed up everything.

She throws her mobile video in front of my face making me gasp and heart to believe. It was mine and Jennifer video from France.

I stand in Kath office just staring at the video like a lifeless person. I have no idea how she got this video? And the person who sent her this video.

I feel so bad, guiltiness running down my body not wanting to live alive. I hatred myself for not understanding my beautiful angel. She has always loved me and trust me no matter what? But all I gave her is the pain, hurt and sadness.

I was the one to fuck up everything and our relationship. I crushed myself for thinking her selfish and mean which in actual was me. I should not have lied her and cheat her.

I am having difficult to breathe in and the burning sensation on my chest is killing me. I want her back in my life, I want to apologies to her, I want to love her and spend the rest of my life with her.

No matter what I'll never give up on her and won't let that Martin take her away from me. I am ready for her every punishment, I'll be what she wants and before that I need to find out that bastard who messed up my life.

Oh by the way, did she just say congratulations for my engagement? Oh Shit, It's her engagement after 2 days and I need to do something.

I left her office with her mobile on my hand. I want to know everything about her before I make further mistakes to hurt her.

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