Kuroo Tetsuro x Reader

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(f/fr) > favorite flavor (it will be for a juice)

I let out a silent sigh as I didn't want to wake anyone up. I shifted to my left on my mat, tired of staring at the dark wooden ceiling. And then, after what seemed like an hour, I shifted to my right, still not being able to catch the slight sign of sleep.

I ended up laying on my back again and looking at the ceiling where I could see Kuroo's gentle smile, and Kuroo's cheeky smirk, making me let out a different louder sigh. ' Will I ever get the courage to tell her who I am...? ' I thought as I felt a weird electric wave jolt through my chest and down my stomach, just like the one I felt whenever I saw him in my mind and remembered his flirty jokes. ' Just jokes... ' I turned to my left once again, frowning as I remembered the 'You're not my type' he used to repeat over and over again. ' Why does it bother me this much anyway... ' I thought upset with myself. ' Even if anything was possible between us... ' I blushed at my own thought, still frowning ' He'd hate me even more for having kept this from him, if even remembers... ' I sighed sitting up on the bed.

I gazed around, seeing all the female managers already sleeping. I then looked at my phone, getting blinded by its light for a couple of seconds. ' 1 am...  ' It wasn't that late at least, although it wasn't early, that was sure. 

' So... I like Kuroo... I always have... And now I have from little to no possibility to be with him because I hadn't told him about who I truly am... In the end Kenma might have been right... ' I sighed as I knew I couldn't fall asleep with these complicated feelings. I ended getting up and silently walked out of the room, thinking that maybe a walk would help me ease my mind and heart. 

I walked the dark corridor, its only light being the one from the moon that came through a window at the end of the hallway at my back, and the emergency lights. It wasn't too comforting the fact of walking down an old dark wooden corridor but I didn't want to risk switching on the lights and getting caught. I entered on the girls' bathroom, finally switching on the aseptic white light. I went to the sink and washed my face, watching my tired reflex on the mirror.

'So much that I wanted to be with Kuroo and Kenma again... And now that I am it is this complicated ' I thought shaking my head a bit upset with myself again 'Happy thoughts (Y/n)... Happy thoughts...'

I walked out the bathroom and went downstairs where I stopped in front of a vending machine to get a/an (f/fr) juice. As the machine made a little bit of sound I looked at both of the ends of this other corridor that were completely black 'If I get murdered I won't have to deal with this loving Kuroo problem ' I thought trying to comfort myself. 

I walked inside the empty cafeteria where we ate dinner, now everything tidied up and being a normal big dining room with tables and huge windows that let the light of the moon enter in completely, lightening up the room with a beautiful blue light. I walked further in and stood in front of the window, watching the sakura blossoms from in front of it rustling with the wind as the light from the moon reflected on them.

"Maybe it was worth it not being able to sleep" I mumbled as I set my (f/fr) juice on the table and sat, resting my face on my hand as I watched the beautiful calmed night, until I ended up just laying my cheek on the table and looking outside in the heavy silence from that position for a long time.

Kuroo's POV:

Bokuto's snoring made me roll my eyes. It wasn't like he woke me up because I frankly hadn't fallen asleep anyways, but still it was drilling my head more than my own thoughts were. It went like this: his loud snores bothered me, then I tried to think of calming things which was (Y/n)'s smile and just her personality in general, which made me totally forget about the snores or really anything else as I gently smiled. Then my chest started beating faster and I started thinking about if I should tell her or not that I already knew who she was, and then I started wondering about if that would ruin the relationship we had now. Which made my chest heavier and then Bokuto's snores were heard again, making me frown more.