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It's been a while since Roman found out all the things his mother did to him, since he found out that he impregnated his own cousin but mostly that he's a monster. He accepted his faith but with that he dropped everything he ever cared about.
You.
His thoughts were killing him slowly. But he didn't have the heart to leave you, no he even wanted you to more in with him. But he got so distant and started trying to hurt you obvious. The only thing he didn't do yet was another woman.
„Roman..?" you whisper softly. He laid in bed turned away from you. So many nights were spend with tears, hurt and sadness. „What?" he asked in a harsh tone not even turning around. „I...nothing..." you said as you got up quickly running into the bathroom.
Locking the door you slid down on it. Your sobs filled the room and your silent screams hurt in your throat. He didn't know but you started cutting because of him. You haven't eaten because you're still searching for the mistakes in you.
Whenever he smelt blood he thought maybe you were on your period again and maybe you were still eating just not much. But oh how wrong he was. Sweaters were the only things you wore anymore. Your face looked already dead but he still didn't care.
Cut after cut you tried to calm down but tonight it was to much for you.
His heart aches hearing you cries and sobs. But it's for the best he thought when you walked out he didn't even look at you. "R-Roman-" you said softly and he smelt blood. "What-" his voice broke when he saw blood stains on your grey sweater. Blood dripping onto the floor. Tears still streaming.
"Am I finally good e-enough for you...?" You whispered with a sad smile. With that you fainted and didn't see Romans tears falling fast almost as fast as he was by your side catching you and putting you into his car not even paying attention to the road.
He put pressure onto your wounds with one hand and tried to drive as fast as possible with the other one.
He quickly reached the white tower and ran inside with you in his arms. "Where Johann?!" He screamed sobs coming out. Dr.Pryce quickly came into the room and told him to stay into the waiting room as he helped you.
After that Roman knew he needs to change this. You need love, affection, hugs, kisses and all the other things someone needs and he was sure to fucking give these to you if you'd give him a second chance or if he counted correctly the 125th chance.
If he'd lose you too, he would lose himself even more than he already did...
