Insecurities

IV

"There's no feeling like the feeling of holding your world in your arms." - TTW

Trey🖤

I woke up from the noise Noah was making. I guess he's ready to begin his day. I went to his room and picked him up from his crib. "Morning buddy, wassup?" I sat down on the rocking chair. While holding Noah, I did my morning prayer.

"Dear heavenly Father Lord, thank you for a wonderful night. Thank you for protecting me and Noah through the night and blessing us with a good rest. Bless our day lord and that our day will go by well. I appreciate you and thank you Lord in Jesus name, Amen." I took Noah's stuff and got him ready to bathe. After I bathe him, I made him a bottle and put him in his playpen. I went to the kitchen and said good morning to Mrs. Mae.

"Good Morning, Ms. Mae."

"Good morning Trey, how are you feeling this morning?"

"I'm doing great, how about you Ms. Mae?"

"I'm doing good. What me to make you breakfast?"

"It's fine, I'll make breakfast today. Thank you though. Do you mind watching Noah for me a little while, when I go clean myself up?"

"It's no problem."

"Thank you, Ms. Mae."

"Your welcome."

I made myself some pancakes with syrup, a small bowl of fruits, and a glass of water. I ate my breakfast, wash my dishes then went to my room to do my shower routine. When I was done with all that, I moisturize myself with lotion, put deodorant on, and sprayed myself with some good body spray. I put on my casual chill clothes on and some sock & slides. Put on my gold chain/Rolex watch and went downstairs.

"Thank you, Mrs. Mae."

"Your welcome dear."

She left then I sat down on the couch to chill and watch some TV. At the moment, I was thinking about Melody. I decided to give her a call.

"Morning Melody😊.Wassup?"

Morning, Trey🥰. I'm good, what about you?"

" I'm great also. I just wanna give you a call to see how are you and wanted to see if we can chill and talk. If your down?"

She was silent for a second but she gave a response.

"Sure, where do you wanna meet at?"

"The park, if it's cool?"

"It's okay."

"Alright, see you there."

I checked the time and checked on Noah if he was done with his bottle. He was asleep and so beautiful, Thank you Lord for this blessing. I picked him up and put him in his car seat. I strapped him up and covered him with a blanket. I went to my room and changed my shoes and put on my Jordans. I checked myself in the mirror, I looked good. I went to Noah's room and grabbed his baby bag filled with stuff that he needed. I went downstairs, took my car keys, grabbed Noah and his bag. I said goodbye to Mrs. Mae and looked at the front door. I put Noah in the car and his baby bag. I went into the driver's seat, start my car, and drove off to mama's house.