In·se·cu·ri·ty
/ˌinsəˈkyo͝orədē/
noun
uncertainty or anxiety about oneself; lack of confidence.
Melody Carter is a shy, multiracial girl with many insecurities and no confidence. Ever since her ex-boyfriend, Jaylen raped her when she was 15; she bec...
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March 27
Today marks the day I was raped by my Ex-boyfriend, Jaylen. I remember that day like it was yesterday. Even though we had some great times together, It didn't stop me from forgetting what he did to me and it always comes back to haunt me. And I was only 15 at the time.
~4 years ago~
There was a knock at my door and itwas jay. I called him to come over to help me with my drivers' ed, I was on my last test andI needed assistance for this part so I asked him to help me out with it.
Jay: "Sup, babe? Hope you didn't start with me."
"Why would start when you know I need your help? After all, you drive, so you know these answers."
Jay: "I don't know the answers to the that dang test."
I gave Jay a soft punch on his arm.
"Baaaaeeee!"
Jay: "Ok, ok, ok! I know the answers. Dang, ma? You hit hard, almost got me crying to my mama."
We started laughing then we got the focus back on my test. Me and Jay have been friends since elementary. He was my first friend and my only friend. Eventually, Jaylen and I became a couple. He would always have my back and he was always there for me. I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend than Jaylen.
Jay: "Okay, rose. I see you."
"Thank you for helping me pass this test, jay."
Jay: "No problem, Mel. You know I got you."
"All I need now is to learn how to drive."
Jay: "When you start drivin', make sure you don't kill us, please. I don't wanna see myself in a hospital bed."
"Shut up. Imma call my parents about it."
Jay: "You wanna movie and eat popcorn after you done talking on the phone?"
"Sure." °°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°30 mins later°°°°°°°°°°°°
We were in my bedroom watching Bad Boys. We were laughing and enjoying the movie. I went to the kitchen to make more popcorn and get some soda& water. I came back and themovie was over. We put on another movie on: Finding Dory. In the beginning to the middle of the movie, Jay was acting strangely; he kept looking at me, scooting closer to me then he got up from the bed, went to the bedroom door, locked the door then came back in the bed. He started talking to me during the movie.
