In·se·cu·ri·ty
/ˌinsəˈkyo͝orədē/
noun
uncertainty or anxiety about oneself; lack of confidence.
Melody Carter is a shy, multiracial girl with many insecurities and no confidence. Ever since her ex-boyfriend, Jaylen raped her when she was 15; she bec...
"I am an imperfect person loved by a perfect God."- Unknown
Mel🥀
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"Dear heavenly lord, thank you for protecting through the night. Thank you for blessing me with a good night sleep and sweet dreams. Thank you for loving me, guiding me, protecting me and my family, thank you for everything. Once again, forgive me lord for the things I've said, the things that I did and my actions. Thank you for blessing me with a good day yesterday and that I pray that today will also be a good day. That you bless the day go by well. I thank you and love your lord in Jesus name, Amen."
I got up off from the floor and took my bible from my night stand and read Matthew 7:7; "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." Amen. I closed the book then I went downstairs to wat breakfast. My mom was cooking scramble eggs. I went to the fridge and pull out the milk carton and took the cereal from the food closet to make me some cereal. "Morning mama, how are you did you sleep last night?"
"Bonjour Mel, j'ai bien dormi par la grâce de Dieu. Et vous?"(Morning Mel, I slept great by the grace of god. How about you?)
"I slept great too mama. I'm gonna get ready to go to my classes."
"Okay."
I washed my bowl and spoon then I kissed mama's cheek then went up to my room to get ready for church. I got my stuff get myself cleaned up for church. When I was done showering, I wiped myself, lotioned my body, put on deodorant, bra/panties then picked out a red sweatshirt and blue Jean's w/ black slip-on Vans'. After dressing my self, sprayed myself with perfume and put on sliver Cuban bracelet, and a sliver Cuban necklace. I put my water bottle, my books, lotion, and my phone in my bag. I looked in the mirror to see if I looked good and I did.
"Okay mama, I'm leaving. See you later."
"Okay honey, bye."
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"Okay class today assignment is a project. Your project is drawing and designing a dress; there will be 3 or 4 people in a group and this project is due in 1 month. Express your selves and have fun; good luck."
Everyone is taking people to be their group partners and I'm just sitting here by myself wondering who's gonna be partner, then 3 girls come toward me. Two of three were identical twins.
"Hey, can you be part of our group, we need one more person to make 4 people in a group."
"Yeah, Sure."
"My name is Naija."
"I'm Gina."
"And I'm Nina."
"I'm Melody, thank you for adding me to your group. I was thinking I was gonna do this project by myself."
"Your welcome." Naija said.
"Yeah, your not alone; you got us now." Gina smiled.
