In·se·cu·ri·ty
/ˌinsəˈkyo͝orədē/
noun
uncertainty or anxiety about oneself; lack of confidence.
Melody Carter is a shy, multiracial girl with many insecurities and no confidence. Ever since her ex-boyfriend, Jaylen raped her when she was 15; she bec...
"It's only when you risk failure that you discover things. When you play it safe, you're not expressing the utmost of your human experience." - Lupita N'yongo
Mel🍃
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I have so many emotions that be giving me a nuisance. My mind is up and down with all these commotions.
My mind is spinning...yet I don't know what causes this feelin'; my worse got me thinkin' If I didn't love me first.
Yeah, I would be causing self harm mentally to cause me to be guilty and needing to defend me.
I don't want to get hurt but I can't ignore this feeling that keeps my mask up but it's peeling all this pain.
Got my heart beating, feeling dizzy, I finally need a break which is tricky. These emotions got me in my headspace, got me praying for peace of mind, got me wishing to be refined.
Gina: "Whatcha writing there?"
"Something that I was on my mind, just writing it down."
Gina: "Writing a song?"
"Something like that."
Gina: "Need some help with it?"
"No, just wanted to get this off my mind. We busy out there?"
Gina: "Not too much, Nina and Mike got it covered. I just came here to take a quick break before going back."
Naija: *yawns* "Man I'm tired, I wanna go to sleep."
I yawn as well.
"Me too." I finish yawning.
Gina: *yawns* "Naija, look what you did. You got us yawning and feelin' sleeping." She said while she still yawning.
Naija: "Sorry, I didn't get much sleep last night."
Nina: *yawns* "What were you doing?"
"Aren't you supposed to be at the front with Mike and Hailey?"
Nina: "They got it covered plus they flirting with each other, so I came here to take a break."
Gina: "Well that's convenient."
Naija: "Last night, I was talking with a guy that I met a few weeks ago."
