***WARNING: some lyrics in this chapter may trigger some people. So please be careful. If you don't feel comfortable reading about depression, anxiety, panic disorders and more, depending on what you guys translate the lyrics to, please skip this chapter. It has nothing to do with any chapter in the book for this exact reason.
Mixtape title: And I Feel Fine
Release date: August 23, 2017
About: Rina had been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and panic disorder when she was barely a teenager. She's lived her life trying to fight through all these, trying to keep dark thoughts out of her head. Trying to keep things from going too far. There's times where she's at her limit, and she never knows how to stop it. Or how to come back from that state. Until she learned that it helps a bit to put her thoughts into words. Rina released this mix-tape in hopes that those going through the same thing will understand them, and will know that she's been there. That she's still there, and that the songs in her mix-tape will comfort them. Since she can't be there to comfort them physically, she'll try her best to comfort them with her voice. She hopes that when they listen to her mix-tape, they won't feel alone.
Let Me Out
Someone please hold me, I'm exhausted from this world
Someone please wipe me, I'm drenched with tears
Someone please notice my struggles first
Please acknowledge the poor me
Please help me
I can't forgive myself
I can't forgive you
I keep making myself cry
Wanting the you of the past
Just need to go a little more
Just one more step and it's all over
Don't foolishly hold on, just let me go
Original Artist: Jonghyun
Expiration Date
Even if I look at the clock
I don't have time, goodbye now
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You Never Walk Alone {BTS 8th Member}
Fanfiction"Ri-Na, she is a talented young girl. She had gone through so much and I believe that, whatever she's been through, it's what made her as strong as she is." "Rina is like the little sister I never wanted, but I can't help but love. She is family." "...