Adopted by Sleeping With Sirens (COMPLETED)

Pain and Regret

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CCs POV
It's been about two and a half months since Jake asked me out. I can say that it has been so great. I haven't been able to stop smiling. It's all just has been lolly pops and rainbows. I was sitting on the couch eating nerds, mmmm, best candy ever. I paused the movie and went to the bunk ally to get my zebra blanket. I paused when I heard some noises coming from the back bedroom.

Curious, I went over and opened the door. What I saw brought tears to my eyes. Jake was in bed with a girl. "I love you jakey" She said. But that didn't hurt as bad as what Jake said next. "I love you to crissy". I felt like my heart just shuddered into a million pieces.

They didn't even know I was standing right there. What hurts the most. Is being so close. Watching you walk away, having so much to say. (anyone get what I did there ;))But, they don't see me.

"sorry to interrupt" I mumbled to them. "Cristian!" Jake said, getting up from his whore and started to come towards me.

I walked to the door, but someone grabbed my shoulder. I quickly spun around to see the girl, crissy, standing before me, smirking. "see ya next time baby" she called out to jake. Tears started to spill over. Then she walked past me, and left.

Leaving me alone with him.

I walked past him and went to my bunk. He didn't stop me. As much as I wanted him to, he just stood there. My heart broke even more, eventually, I just cried myself to sleep. What else can go wrong? I already lost everything.
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Jakes POV
I can't believe I fucking did that him! I'm a fucking idiot. I sat down on the couch. After about an hour passed CC came out. "Hey, please listen to me" I said standing up.

He didn't do anything, just went to the kitchen. His eyes were full of pain, and were just dull, not like they used to be. He just looked so sad and, broken.

The guys came running in and were laughing with each other. "oh my god, and that thing you did with the tree and the dog" Adalynn laughed.

"Hey guys, what's up" Kellin asked, walking in. "ah, nothin much. It's been pretty boring here. Where have you guys been?" CC asked, putting on a bake smile. But I could see the pain in his eyes, all hidden behind that smile.

"Well, after we went to Artic Circle, Kellin took is to the park" She grinned. "oh, awesome. I'm just gonna go take a nap" CC stated while turning around to leave. "you okay Ceece? You never go to sleep early" Ash asked. (BVB and SWS all went out to have fun, in case you god confused) "yea, just tired" He sighed. "tired of life" He whispered. "okay. what the fuck happened Jake? He's been so fûcking happy for the past two and a half months, now he looks like he's on the verge of tears, and that he's gonna break any minute, what the hell did you do?" Adalynn demanded. I sighed. Shit. "Well, I-I cheated, but-" before I could continue I felt a sharp stinging sensation on my cheek. I looked up to see Adalynn about to burst in anger. "HOW COULD YOU FUCKING DO THAT TO HIM!" She shouted at me. I can see why Carl listens to her, damn she has some bipolar moods. The smallest of smiles came on my lips. But it was immediately wiped off by another smack. God damn. She fucking slaps hard. "HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU BE SMILING AT A FUCKING TIME LIKE THIS?!" She yelled again. I looked around and realized that all the guys were here, and so was SWS. I gulped and looked around nervously. "okay, now listen. I can explain what had happened. That girl I was with, she's the one that I saw at this party I went to while you guys were gone, I got home about a half hour before CC came back. She followed me here, and sh-she told me that if I didn't do as she told me to, she would hurt Cristian, I couldn't, I wouldn't, let that happen, so I did what she told me to do, and then that's when he walked in." I finished. They looked at me with an unreadable expression, I started to twiddle with my fingers nervously, awaiting their reaction.

"How do we know your not lying" Jinxx pointed out. "do you really think I would just throw away that relationship of two months to be with some slut?" I asked, not believing that he'd think I would do that to him. A single tear slid down my cheek, I lost him, I lost him trying to protect him. Someone sighed and I looked up at everyone. "I couldn't do that to him" I whispered, silent tears sliding down my cheeks. "I believe you" Adalynn said. My head shot up, and I looked at her. She came over to me and hugged me. "I'm sorry for slapping you. It's just, I get protective of CC. And, I think you should go talk to him." I nodded and stood up. Everyone else was silent as I turned and went over to the bunk alley. I took a deep breathe, and opened the door.
A/N
Hey, so, what do you think if it? I tried to put some drama in there. Tell me what you think. (even though I doubt any of you will) yeah, please comment, I know you guys are reading this, please comment, byee. I love you!!! Never Give In. Never Back Down.

-Haylee