the outsiders || imagines

v. i don't wanna be okay without you

another newer song. oops!
i don't wanna be okay without you- charlie burg
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the last night i saw dallas winston, it was another night consisting of another argument with the infamous player of the town.

this time, it was about his friends. i hadn't had a problem with them before i discovered they were wrapped in a murder case but he was taken in for it. i asked him to be careful and he told me he could take care of himself. we both said things that neither of us had meant that night.

later i found out that, early the next day, he'd left to go help his friends out down wherever he'd hid them. there was a church fire, and one of the boys had died from injuries from the fire. i guess dal had really cared about him since he went and got himself killed after that.

i've been told that waiting as long as i have to start up on a new relationship after i lost him wasn't good for me, especially since we weren't all that serious in the first place- it was always on and off- but for some reason, i knew it'd feel like cheating if i went on and built a future without him.

he was always in my head. spending a life without him felt almost impossible- i didn't want to let myself be happy without him. i had so many questions and worries that i left.

i didn't want to be in a world without him

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someone teach me how to write happy stuff
290 words
anyways! i'm straight up running out of songs and this love this one. i was gonna save this for a johnny one but dally passed the vibe check first