Chapter 17

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Connors POV
I post to my Twitter
"Guys I have an announcement that I am done with Bethany and I am going to live a happy life without her if you believe anything she says please unfollow. Nothing she's saying is true and I hope some of you believe that."
I only lost like a thousand followers.
I wish Bethany would just leave me alone.
"Hey Macy!" I yell
"Yeah?" She asks
"I need to go ok?" I tell her
"Ok Connor. Bye." she says and she goes on her toes and kisses me.
I feel the medicine start to wear off.
"Macy I love you and I need to go." I say quickly and leave like that my house is like 10 minutes away.
I jump in the car and drive. I finally get home and run into the kitchen. I grab the bottle get one out and swallow it.
I have to tell Macy something before this gets out of hand. I don't just have depression I have ADHD too and I might be bipolar.
*Buzz*
Macy Carroll: Connor what the hell you didn't even say goodbye.
You: I had to get home I apologize
Macy Carroll: Please let me know before you leave like that
You: I swear I will
I laugh I love her so much but she said not to move too fast and I won't. Its hard not to though. She's stunning the way her hair falls the way her face is structured everything makes her I don't know perfect. I freeze
Maybe she won't love a guy who has ADHD or is bipolar what if she doesn't love me? Then, I remember the lonely nights I had and the tears I've cried then I look down on my wrist and the scars that are trying to heal.

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