She would make you feel different. She would refresh your mind even when everything and everyone is on your back. She would love you so much that she would ignore all the things that you do and that you know they are bad. She would give you all of her attention and loyalty. You would give her at least a little piece of your heart, you should realize that her feelings are real. She would care about you so much that it would make you smile. It would be a few months of happiness and 'baby i love you'. The relationship that everyone wishes to have: especially because you changed, she brought the best of you out. The girls judge and ask "how the hell did you do that?", she would just smile and blush. You would warm her and treat her like she deserves. Cautious kisses and special hugs. A dream come true, an everyday daydream.
Then she wishes this is over, you agree. You go back to the beginning of your immature personality and people notice it. It ended. She cries every time she remembers and every night reading old conversations. She keeps your hoodie and, still, dust from your broken heart. You still have each other names painted all over your body, it was too good to forget so fast. She loved you so much even before the beginning of that beautiful adventure. You learned how to love her and appreciate little things in life. Everyone expects for that to bloom again, even you and her. But if you do, you would be stuck in a loop that repeats over and over: love and pain. You would look each other at the hallways and even smile, you could have been happy ever after. But you didn't, because the feelings died and the sparks flew far away.
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Feelings
PoetryUsual stuff that we feel. I think that feelings are a huge part of our life and that we should own them, whether we like them or not. Happiness, anxiety, love, mistrust, vulnerability, frustration, sadness, anger, euphoria, self love, confusion... a...
