Hope in a fake boy

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What if I told you that I totally forgot you? Just as the season changed, you were gone of my mind. 

When I promised to myself that I wouldn't be aware of you I was being honest. And I kept the promise, as a self care plan. Especially after the damage you did to me, after the huge hurricane of emotions that happened all in a month. A month of tears, for someone who simply wasn't worth it. I found out that after and I realized that I wasn't really in love with you. I just wanted someone and you gave me hope. You were just some hope, not love. You could have never filled his place, you could have never be him. You will never be him, so I'm sorry but I will never love you like I love him. He deserves my love, you just wasted it like some cheap perfume. Like it was something easy to get and easier to recover from.

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