Toxicity can be recognized from a mile away. You can enter into a venomous relationship blindly and without regrets, or be jealous about a person that's not even connected to you. But if you think about him and how "good" you would be together before you go to sleep every night. If you love how he treats only you well. If you are attracted to the feeling of being hurten everyday by his actions. If having a single conversation with him highlights your day. If you like his messed up ideas and somehow think that he is perfect for you based on what you see. If you defend him when he does something stupid and at the end your friends judge you in an unavoidable way. If you adore his manipulation towards you, cause he knows what you feel and likes to manipulate it in his benefit. If you justify your love for him every time someone says that this isn't healthy. If you write down every moment you have had with him, every word and every touch. If you think that you are meant to be just because you are both "bad people".
If you like or do any of this stuff then probably toxicity is your thing. If you are anything like me you attract toxic people and alter your mental health for them.
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