Trapped In The Boys' Dormitory

Chapter 11: Surprise

A/N: Ang chapter na ito ay puro kasentihan rather katatawanan ;)) Still, please enjoy! :D

Sound trip on the side ;) #Latch

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Megan's POV:

"Someday, you'll regret the time that you have wasted on believing such meaningless comments."

After stating those words, he stormed out of the room, and the loud bang that the door emitted by the impact managed to redeem my consciousness before it completely sank into a state of depression.

Tick-tock... Tick-tock...

The clock sounded loud in the deathly silent room, every 'tick-tock' a reminder that I was absolutely stunned for a couple of moments, that Jules - the biggest idiot in the history of idiots - actually raised his voice. The history of heartbreak were tucked in the creases of my bloodshot eyes.

My eyes are red. My lips are white. The silence is black.

Tumayo na ako mula sa kinauupuan ko para maligo. Baka sa pamamagitan nito, mapakalma ako upang makapagisip ng maayos.

Bago ako maghubad, sinigurado ko munang nakalock ang pinto kasi ayoko na muling mangyari yung nangyari kanina. Hindi natin alam, baka pumasok na naman ng biglaan si Jules at umiral ang kamanyakan niya! Haist!

Pero, teka. Ano ba ito? Hay nako, imahe na naman ng junior ni Jul--- este, yung mukha na naman ni Jules yung ipinapakita sa akin ng isip ko. Kasabay ng pagtulo ng tubig mula sa shower ang pagpatak ng mga luha ko.

No, its not because of Finn's story; its not because of Jules' arguments either.

It was my idiocy.

If it weren't for that fool's words, I wouldn't have realized how I grew to be a much bigger fool than he is. I guess everyone who experienced brutal rejection suffered through this phase as well; its just inevitable. It feels like the world will be torn apart and you don't want to live. You just say it, you say that you want to die. But when time goes by, everything will be forgotten.. including him. And everything will fall into the right place.

I think we expect more from others because we are willing to do that much for them. But the world does not function like that. It has favoritism, a friggin' bias system.

UNFAIRNESS GOVERNS ITS LAWS.

So if someone don't care about you anymore, you need to do the same and move the fuck on. Never let someone with the significance of a speed bump become a roadblock in your life.

HAHAHA ANGSTY MUCH? Wala eh. Ang shunga-shunga ko nga naman din at ngayon ko lang ito narealize. I should've done so sooner. Ang dami ko sigurong na-miss sa buhay kong ito. Perhaps I have to let go of who I am in order to become who I am meant to be.