18. (Never forget it💚🥪) Pidge x Suicidal Reader

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Yes I know it is not Saturday but I forgot what day it was ok. Also, this was requested by FalconBlaze20 hope you enjoy it again sorry it took so long!

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Y/n POV

*Beep beep beep*

I yawned and sat up hitting my alarm off in the process "Another day great" I said sarcastically as I rolled out of my bed and looked in my mirror looking at my body uncomfortably I turned to the side staring at my stomach. "I look so fat" I stated with a sigh I have always felt this way about my self insecure always focusing on everything I hated about my self. I heard a knock on my door "Come in" the door slid open to reveal Shiro we lived in Princess Allura's castle to protect the galaxy. "Goodmorning Y/n I just wanted to tell you that we will be having a morning meeting this morning so once you finish getting ready come to the main hall" I nodded towards him"Yes I will be there thank you" Shiro left and I gazed back in the mirror feeling my stomach growl I haven't eaten in a few days and if I have it's only been something like a cracker.

"No, I can't eat I have to lose more weight" I quickly changed and walked out of my room and bumped into someone falling on my butt. "Watch out fat ass" I looked up to see lance I immediately apologized and he scoffed walking off towards the main hall. I Looked down at my hands I knew what he was saying was right I am fat why am I like this no matter how much weight I lose I will never be right for anyone. "Y/n are you ok" I hear my name looking up to see my favorite person "Yes I just bumped into Lance I'm ok Pidge I promise." She smiled down at me and held out a hand I took it gratefully and she pulled me up. "thank you Pidge" "Anytime Y/n I will always be here for you also you coming to the meeting" I nodded my head and I followed her conversating with her as we got to the main hall for the meeting Shiro told me about.

"Y/n Pidge your here perfect ok now that everyone is here we can finally begin, take the floor Princess" Princess Allura stepped forward looking at each one of us when her eyes looked at me I could feel her glare I never understood why some people on the ship dislike me I always got glares from everyone except Pidge and Shiro it was strange but I guess it was because I really am just a fat ugly girl which is why I need to keep losing weight. "Well I'm holding this meeting because we need to go on a mission for food supplies somebody ate all of the food in the kitchen and now we are having a shortage" I could feel mostly everyone's eyes on me "It was Y/n wasn't it," Keith said looking back at the Princess she nodded "Yes I do believe so" I was shocked how could it be me if I haven't even eaten anything.

"Princess I'm not trying to disrespect you but I have hardly eaten anything in the kitchen so how could it be me" Pidge nodded agreeing with me but she seemed to have a worried look on her face "Y/n it is pretty obvious that you were the one who did it I mean look at you your so overweight it is crazy" I shut my mouth keeping quiet just nodding and standing back I could her Lance snickering at me "No wonder you don't have a boyfriend Y/n its because your so damn fat" Shiro raised his voice "That is enough you do not talk down your teammates that is wrong Y/n I apologize for there words" I nod "thank you, Shiro, but they are correct I am overweight I will just work on it" Pidge glances at me with worry in her eyes I excuse myself and go back to my room to cry my feelings were hurt and I didn't have anyone to comfort me.

Pidge's POV

As I saw Y/n walk off I lost my cool "ARE YOU GUYS CRAZY" everyone looked towards me and my outburst "What are you talking about Pidge" I was fuming I have had a crush on Y/n for a long time now and recently I can tell something feels different she has been losing weight like crazy every time I see her it feels like her waist has gotten smaller. "Why would you guys even say that to her we are supposed to be the paladins of Voltron people who protect the galaxy, not jerks who bully people and make them feel bad about themselves" Before anyone could respond I walked away not even giving anyone another glance I had to find Y/n and make sure she was ok I couldn't even imagine what she is feeling right now I can never even tell what she is thinking.

I walked towards her bedroom I was going to knock but I know that she would not answer so I just walked in seeing her standing in front of her mirror crying and looking at her body her shirt raised revealing her stomach. "Pidge what are you doing here" She dropped her shirt and tried to wipe her tears I got closer to her and put my hand up to her face covering her hand "Don't listen to any of them they don't see how beautiful you are not fat you hear me please don't listen" More tears fell down her face "But Pidge don't you see they are right even though I have not eaten in days I still feel so fat I feel like a burden to everyone because" I didn't let her finish her sentence as I pulled her close to me and kissed her I could feel her tense up but eventually let in kissing me back. I could feel heat rise to my cheeks and let go "y/n I love you please be mine so I can make you feel loved i promise I will never let anyone speak to you like that again i will help you feel happy once again" She wrapped her arms around me and cried into my arms "yes I love you too Pidge" I rubbed the back of her hair and just held her close.

"come on Y/n lets go grab something to eat" Her stomach growled in response "You know what that would be nice"


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OK OK I KNOW THE END WAS KINDA RUSHED BUT I WAS BLANKING anywayyyyyyy I finally got this done and I feel great again this was requested by FalconBlaze20
so I hope you like this if not I will rewrite it eventually so Ill post next saturday love you all.

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