The widower

Chapter 11

Perries POV:
Lucy was home now and a lot better she hadn't complained once about her side but she just had to take it easy until she's fully recovered. I never want a scare like that ever again. Lucy lifter her top up patting her belly so did jade to herself. "I'm fatter your mummy's dinners fill me" jade said and smiled at lucy. I smiled and watched them both in oar. I saw the small scar on Lucy's side. Something clicked in my head I don't know why it just did. I got up and walked into my room I took of my t-shirt and looked at my back in the mirror. Full of scars. I sighed and bit my lip embarrassed no one should have all of these scars. I'm embarrassed of everything on me I don't know what jade sees in me. I have scars and freckles everywhere and stretch marks from having the kids. She could date anyone so why choose me. She could be with the hottest Victoria secret model but she chose plane old me. I'd been staring down at the floor for that long I didn't even notice jade coming in from behind me. She hooked her arms around my waist and I watched her kiss my shoulder in the mirror. "Your beautiful" she said and I sighed "jade what do you see in me honestly" I bit my bottom lip and looked down. "I don't go off looks that much but when I first saw you I fell for you those beautiful blue eyes and that smile so adorable and you were kind and genuine that's what I see in you" she smiled and made eye contact with me in the mirror. I couldn't help but smile a little. I turned around in her arms and hugged her kissing her softly."I love you baby girl" jade said and smiled "I love you too" she smiled "and I'm so in love with you."

Jades POV:
It was night the kids where in bed and me and perrie were cuddling on the sofa I'd persuaded Perrie to watch a horror film with me we'd only just put it on and she was already cuddling into me. I had my feet up on the footstool and she had her legs resting against mine. There was a jump scare coming up I'd already watched it we were watching Halloween. The 2018 version. She put her hand on my stomach and the other behind my back so I hooped my hand around her hip and one on her thigh. The jump scare happened and she squealed a bit and cuddled into me screwing her eyes shut. "This is scary babe" she said and cuddle into me "it's alright it's not that scary babe even Leo watched it and he was fine" she shook her head "I can't watch it can we do something else" she said and got up "like what babe" she shrugged and I smirked "I've got an idea how about you get the lovely ass on my lap right now" I said and she smiled kissing me settling herself on my lap. "Mamma what's an ass" Leo said and sat next to me. "Leo where did you come from let's get you back to bed. "What's an ass are you an ass jade just said you are" I smiled at his innocence "no baby boy I'm not an ass ok and we don't say that word it's naughty" he nodded and put his arms up for me. I carried him up to his room and laid him down "you really need a haircut" I said running my fingers through his brown curly hair. He nodded and rolled onto his side "mummy will you sing to me" I smiled and nodded

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

He was fast off I smiled and kissed his head I turned around and jade was leaning against the door "you have a beautiful voice he was right" she said and smiled. "Thanks babe"