The widower

Chapter 12

Perries POV:
I couldn't sleep at all jade was at her house because it was closer to training. But that's not the reason I was still awake. Something was bugging me I couldn't quite put my finger on it. I rolled over and turned my light on. I looked at my phone 1:23 am. There was a knock on the door downstairs and i froze. Who could that be.  I text jade and asked her if she was at the door. I put on jades jersey and walked downstairs. I opened the door a little. "Hello Perrie " a familiar voice said he took his hood down and I staggered backwards everything going black around me.

I woke up and squinted in the kitchen lights. I'd had the weirdest dream ever. It might've been a lucid dream. "Hi Perrie" I jumped back and rubbed my head "not this isn't real" I stood up thinking I was still dreaming I placed my hand on his shoulder expecting him to fade away but my hand met the solid surface and he didn't go "y your dead Alex" I stuttered and teared up I couldn't take it anymore. "I'm sorry" he said and held my hands and I pulled away shaking with fear. "Your dead I'm dreaming alright I'll wake up soon" he came over and kneeled infront of me taking my hands again "your not wearing your wedding ring" he said and showed me his hand "yeah because you died" he shook his head "it was fake Perrie the FBI made me fake my death because I knew to much about what was going on" my head hurt. "Mummy" Leo said and came over jumping with his arms up i picked him up and Alex looked at Leo "Leo" he said and Leo looked up: he looked at Alex for a few seconds before his eyes widened and he ran into Alex crying "I missed you daddy I thought you were gone forever" he cried and Alex rubbed his head. I walked over to the cupboard and took out the whiskey. The bottle only comes out at the times I really really need it.

Jades POV:
I was driving to perries house. When I got there there was a man I'd never seen there before holding Leo. "Who's this" I said and looked over at Perrie who was staring into an empty glass. "Alex" she said in a quivering voice. "What but you told me he was dead" I was beyond confused. Perrie looked at me and sighed. "I thought he was he just came back today" she said. I sat next to her and she looked over at me and cried into me "who's that" Alex said pointing to me. "I'm jade perries girlfriend" he looked over at Perrie "your a lesbian now" she nodded and he scratched his head in confusion "but I love you" he added and she shook her head "and I love you but I love jade more you lied to me Alex I need to build trust with you again until then I don't want us being friends" he nodded I could tell he was upset "alright" he said softly and put his bag over his shoulder "I'll ring you about the kids" she said.