The widower

Chapter 2

Perries POV:
I woke up and it was still dark I felt little pats on my face and saw Leo in front of me I looked at the clock and it read 2:32 am. "What's up baby boy" he played with the blanket in front of him looking down pouting. "I wet the bed again" he huffed. He'd wet the bed ever since Alex died it sometimes goes for long periods of time and then comes back he'd wet the bed 3 times this week and it's Friday. He was always very embarrassed that he had this habit so I made sure to cheer him up. "That's ok bud we can sort you out" I got out of bed and we walked into the bathroom hand in hand. I stripped his bottoms and pants and put them in the wash basket. "Let me get you some new cloths Leo" he nodded and sat on the floor counting the squares in the tiles. I walked into the room he shared with the twins and got his dinosaur pants and bottoms out and checked on the twins. Lucy woke up and giggled loudly. "Shhhh Lucy or you'll wake your sister up" she obviously took no notice and laughed louder now waking up Lydia who cried. I picked her up which then made Lucy want attention so I picked her up and knew they wouldn't settle so I put them in my bed. I walked into the bathroom and Leo was now asleep on the floor I got him dressed again and put him in my bed as well. I got into bed and Lucy was on one side with Lydia on the other side and Leo lying on top of me in between his sisters. I smiled and fell to sleep
In the morning they all woke up and jumped on me. "Ok ok you can play go on" they all clambered off the bed and ran out laughing I smiled and picked up my phone to see this.
~from jade~
Hello beautiful blue eyes you were running around in my mind all night how did you sleep ❤️
~to jade~
I slept well thank you apart from ending up with 3 children in my bed.
~from jade~
You sound like you need a break how about you meet me for a coffee I can't stop thinking about your beautiful smile.
I wondered if I should go or was it to soon after Alex to go. Maybe she just wanted to be friends. I could give it a go it's not like it's a crime to go for a coffee.
~to jade~
Ok which one?
~from jade~
I'll send a car for you around 12
~to jade~
Ok thank you I'll see you there.
She'll send a car for me wow she must be a big deal. I looked at the clock it was 9:28 am. I probably need to ask Ellie to look after the kids. I walked over "Umm Ellie" she didn't even look up from her phone "what did you want me to do now" she could probably tell from my tone "can you look after the kids for a bit please I'm going out" she smiled. "With who" I didn't know if I should tell her about jade or if she'd think it was wrong. "Umm jade the one Leo met yesterday" she nodded and was still smiling. "Go on then" I thanked her and went upstairs to get ready it was only a coffee so I put on skinny blue jeans and a white top with a jacket over it zipped up. My hair was in a ponytail and my makeup natural.
When it came to 12 on the dot there was a knock on the door and a man in a suit came to the door "hello mam miss thirlwall has asked to come and get you." I smiled and kissed he twins cheeks and hugged Leo and walked out the door.
The car had black tinted windows I'm guessing jade was a big deal now. We were driving out of town. What if she killed me I didn't even know she could literally murder me and no one would know. "Umm excuse me sir where are we going" he looked at me in the rear view mirror "a cafe out of town mam don't worry miss thirlwalls status makes it difficult for situations like this" I smiled a bit and thanked him.
Once the car pulled up the driver came round and opened the door for me I saw jade standing at the door of a small building smiling at me she had on black jeans and a white t shirt with a black denim jacket. "You came" she smiled and hugged me. She felt warm and I could feel her heart beating against my shoulder because she's like 4 inches taller than me. "Corse I did I never break a promise." She led me into the building it had 3 booths and a couple of tables scattered about. "Is this ok" she looked nervous. "It's beautiful" she smiled. "Just like you then beautiful blue eyes" I grinned and we sat down in a booth in the far corner.
We ordered a coffee and a bagel each and had a general conversation. "So Umm how many kids do you have again" she said before taking a bite of her bagel. "3 my eldest is Leo he's five and then I've got the twins Lucy and Lydia there 3" she smiled "there all adorable so you have a boyfriend then" there it was the dreaded statement. "Uhh no not exactly" she frowned. "So you don't have a boyfriend or anything" I shook my head "Umm no uhh there dad died 3 years ago my husband Alex" her eyes went wide and she grabbed my hand. "Perrie I'm sorry I'm so thoughtless I didn't know sorry Umm I know I ask a lot of questions." I smiled and rubbed her hand "hey it's ok it's all good I try and forget about it" she nodded
I have to admit jade is very charming the more I learn about her the more I like about her. "So tell me your biggest secret ever" she said. "I don't have any secrets my life is boring I get up take the kids to school go to work pick them up from school do dinner do homework clean them and go to bed" she shook her head "you need to get out more pez" I smiled at my nickname and looked into her eyes they were beautiful the exact match to Alex's. "So what's yours anyway" I said smiling and looking away. "It's embarrassing really" I smiled and tilted my head to the side. "Come on I'm sure it's not that bad" she sighed and looked away "I Umm I've got a penis basically it usually turns girls off when I tell them" aww bless her she looked so nervous and was blushing really bad. "Ok" was all I simply said. "So you don't mind" I shook my head and held her hand "I like you for your personality not what you've got down there or how much money you make or anything like that" she smiled and looked me dead in the eyes. "Perrie I love you your so amazing and this is the first date we've been on but I can't help what I feel for you your amazing and I want you in my crazy life but I know it's a lot and you'll say no for everything about me" I held both her hands "jade I never thought I'd meet anyone ever again who I like and likes me back but I've found it and if that means I'm sucked into your crazy life then so be it. As long as I'm with you that's all that matters ok your so amazing and it will be hard but I feel like I've finally let Alex go now and I'm ready to move on I love you jade" she smiled and I could see her blushing.
Me and jade were walking along the waterfront hand in hand "so you don't mind about the 3 kids" she squeezed my hand. "Corse not there all adorable so you don't mind about the paparazzi"
"I only care about the kids that's all I don't want to introduce them into the media yet if that's ok" it was true I want to affect my kids from the things that'll be said. "I completely understand and just so you know not everything you see is real ok they make up lies to try and break us up" she sighed and lowered her head I immediately felt sorry for her. "Hey look at me" she looked up slowly "I'll not believe anything until I see it ok I trust you"

Jades POV:
Perrie is so thoughtful I couldn't help stating at her lips when she was talking to me I just went for it. I grabbed her waist and leaned down and kissed her and immediately felt connected with her. She kissed back putting her hand at the back of my neck then I saw a slight flash and heard a click. Oh no.