The widower

Chapter 25

Jades Pov:
I rolled over and hugged my sleeping girlfriend. Wait fiancé. I nuzzled myself as far as I could into her blonde locks and smiled. This was my peace. Perrie phone started to ring and she sat up and groaned answering. "Hello" I looked at her she looked normal at first but then her expression changed to shock. "Ok I'm coming now" she lifted the quilt up and rushed into the walk in Wardrobe. "What's going on" I asked as I blindly tied my robe. "Someone broke into Alex's house he's been shot" I watched her scramble about. "Shit is he ok" I walked over rubbing her back. "I don't know" she shrugged  putting on a top. "Don't tell Leo ok I need to know Alex is alright first" I nodded and she kissed the corner of my mouth before rushing out the house.
Perries POV:
I got to the Alex's room and he looked paler than usual he'd lost a lot of blood if they couldn't find a blood doner soon he'd die. "Perrie" he said his voice sounded husky like he was running out of breath. I sat on the edge of his bed and he started to cry. "I'm sorry I've hurt you so much" I smiled and leaned down kissing him and cuddled him into my chest where he sniffed softly. "It's ok hurt people they hurt people" he didn't say anything and dropped backwards out my arms. The heart rate monitor made a loud noise. He flatlined. Doctors came rushing into the room and I got ushered out. Even though I'm supposed to hate him with everything I have in me hell always be the same curly haired boy I fell in love with in the last year of school. I sat on the chair outside his room and waited. That was the thing that hurt the most not knowing. A doctor came out and sat next to me. "I'm sorry we couldn't do anything he passed" I felt my heart break and I sobbed into my hands.

Jades POV:
I'd made the kids lunch I was worried she should be back by now I hope everything's ok with Alex. I heard the door unlock and Perrie walked in. I could tell straight away what had happened. I walked over and hugged her tightly to make sure she felt safe. "It's ok" I said and kissed her head As she cried into me. I rubbed her back and she looked over at the 3 beauties watching Pinocchio. "How do I tell them" she said and I shook my head "I have no clue  baby I'll be here though ok are you sure your ok I'm here" she nodded "just a shock that's all I just want to get in bed and cry for a bit" I nodded and took her jacket off her and sat her down. I gave her a cup of tea and she sniffed looking down at the mug and getting lost in her thoughts. "How did you tell them before" I asked and she shrugged. "The twins couldn't even understand and Leo just he was bad he stopped talking for like 3 weeks" I rubbed her hand. "Use simple words ok I can go upstairs if you want" she shook her head "no I want you here" she nodded and we walked into the living room.
Perries POV:
Me and jade sat down and I turned the tv off. "Umm Leo lydia lucy come here a minute" they came over and sat down. "So today I was away because dad got hurt Umm and well he Umm he went to heaven" Leo burst into tears "dads dead no" he said and I hugged him as he sobbed into me the twins didn't really understand and just hugged me. "No mummy bring him home" Leo shouted into my chest. "Baby I can't I'm sorry I really am baby" I cried as he still sobbed into me.

It was getting late and Leo was still crying into me he hadn't ate but I hadn't got an appetite either. Jade came downstairs "twins are asleep" she said and sat down "ok" she sat down and rubbed my back "you've got to eat something baby your pregnant it's not good for the baby" I sighed. "I'll get something later I promise" she nodded and watched the tv I don't think she knew what to do honestly. Leo's crying turned into little sniffs and I kissed his head. "Mummy he'll come back like last time" I shook my head "no baby not this time" he cried a little and I kissed his head as he fell to sleep. I put a blanket over him and kissed his head going to make dinner and jade grabbed my hand pulling me onto her lap. "You ok" I nodded "I'm alright jade I promise just feel weird he died right on me I just want a shower" she nodded. "I'll come with you if you like" I nodded.
Jades PoV:
"Are you ok" she shrugged and I got the soap rubbing it over her shoulders. "I love you" I said And she nodded "I feel so dirty" she muttered and I hugged her and rubbed her 7 week bump "it's ok I promise ok you'll be ok in here for you" she nodded a little and I kissed her neck. "I just wanna forget it" she said and I nodded and turned her around. And kissed her. "Your so beautiful" I smiled to myself. I nodded and she kissed me as we stumbled out the shower careful not to slip. And I picked her up and changed her before laying her down on the bed and getting changed myself. She pulled at the waistband of my shorts. "Yeah" I said and turned around and she held her arms out. I picked her up and carried her downstairs kissing her. "Are you serious mum" I heard Leo said and Perrie looked at him and unwrapped her legs from my waist. "Daddy just died and you and jade are fucking" he shouted. I was shocked he's only 6. "Leo I'm sorry" he ran off and pushed past Perrie "I hate you" He said and ran upstairs. She went after him and I grabbed her wrist "jade get off just just go ok" she walked away.