•jjk• thirty-nine'

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I knew he was a little sad on the inside and I also knew he attempted to hide those feelings but he failed.
I could somehow sense his mood and how hes doing without him actually telling me.

He wanted to make the best out of the time we had together and it was probably the best idea.
I didnt even know enough numbers to count all the things I wanted to do with him.
And i wanted to do them forever.
I didnt have a more perfect image of the future than a future with him at the moment.

I knew it probably sounded stupid but he completely twisted my world around and everything I knew about love before, fuck everything I knew in general changed completely.

He gave my life a new definition in just two days and my heart seemed to jump out of my chest as my eyes locked with his.

My hand went up to his face, thumb carressing his cheekbone and he leaned into the touch, closing his eyes.

"Can we stay here a little longer?", I asked softly and he just nodded smiling.

My eyes flew over his face and I had the chance to observe all the little details I couldnt pay attention to before.
The way his fluffy hair fell down onto his forehead and just how soft and beautiful it was.
He was beautiful.
Everything about him.
His lips, soft and full and i traced my finger over them, feeling the slightest bit of chappiness, which just made him prettier.

Without him knowing, I leaned up a little and before he could open his eyes I pressed my lips onto his.
I just had to.
The feeling was too good.
I kissed a lot of people in my life, people who were a lot more experienced than he was but yet, not a single one of those kisses were as special as his.
I couldnt explain it but there were so many feelings rushing through my body and I just swallowed up the unsaid words that were leaving his lips with every moment.

Don't leave me
Please never leave me
Can't loose you

My hand went into his hair to pull him closer as I sighed into the kiss.
I was so overwhelmed by him.

I won't
I can't
I Need you

And he kissed and kissed me and he didnt seem to stop as I sat up and he ended up on my lap as his arms wrapped around my neck.

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