secret royality; jjk + kth

•kth• thirty-seven'

I didnt want him to be sad, he didnt deserve any bad feeling. we got dangerously close in just three days, but it somehow so normal & good.

looking at this from a third person's perspective, this might be the most dangerous, bad idea they could think of, but to us it was the best thing that couldve had happened.

his soft lips... I didnt want to stop kissing them. I wanted them to belong to me & only me. jeongguk shouldnt go & do all the things he did to me to others; only getting the idea of it made me angry & sad.

"jeongguk...you wont leave me, will you..?" I quietly asked against his lips, right after a slow, emotional kiss.

"baby, I dont think I would even be able to do so. I just couldnt" he replied, softly pulling me into another kiss by my neck.

I wasnt quite sure whether he knew about the feelings he had towards me, but I had no idea what the thing I felt towards him was.

could it perhaps be what people consider love? I hadn't have any clue; & how could I, without ever having experienced a strong feeling like that.

I wish I could just ask him: 'jeongguk, do you love me?', but as I had no idea whether I got the right idea of it & it was way too soon, I couldnt.

I laid my head down on his chest, hearing his heart beat fast against it. did he feel the same as I did?