secret royality; jjk + kth

•jjk• sixty-eight'

I felt as if someone stabbed me.
100 times; with a sharp, very sharp knife. I felt as if my chest was bleeding.
I felt my heart clenching together, almost as if it stopped beating.
Everything around me slowed down, freezing as nothing seemed to move. I couldn't comprehend anything. I forgot to breathe and i only picked up as I started choking.

I didnt even realize taehyung was in my arms, crying into my neck until i felt the wetness on my skin.

I didnt even realise my own tears falling down until my face started to hurt.
It was like I was in a trance, in a bad nightmare.

Please wake up.

And i heard him say something but I couldnt identify it, as if i was drugged.
I had never felt this way before and it was beyond scary, which made it even worse.
I was just sobbing, quietly into his shoulder and that was the only thing I could focus on.

Memories were playing in my head, how he jumped down the field as we first sneaked out, how he asked me for kisses all the time, how we made out in the movie theatre, how he went shopping with chim and I tried to remember every feeling, clinging onto them.

I snapped out of my trance as I felt his lips on mine.
The kiss was wet from the mix of our tears but I only focused on the way he moved his lips against mine.
I frowned as he placed kisses down my jawline.

He hiccuped against my neck, the tears never stopping to flow out of my eyes.
I felt myself falling down onto the matress, tae hovering on top of me, just kissing every inch of my body he could reach, as if it was his last chance.