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He looked so desperate, as if this all has always been a need of his.
A need like a need of water or food or air.

"Of course I will", I smiled and I couldnt wait to find a way to make that possible.
It had to work somehow.
If that meant that I could see that beautiful smile of his more frequently or stare into his eyes like that on a regular basis.

"Have you ever been in love?", I asked and i laid my head to the side, the question just entering my head out of the blue.

He looked down again as he played with my shirt.
"No", he said and he shook his head before he looked back up as if he was to say Will you teach me that too? and the look in my eyes probably answered yes because at that moment I was just so gone.

"Have you?", he asked and I nodded. Thinking back of past relationships and hook ups.
Thinking back of my ex boyfriend frowning at the thought.
"Not so great memories", I said and now it was my turn to look away.

I didn't want to think back but now my mind already went there.

Unworthy
Disgusting
Wrong

But then I felt taes hand on top of mine and my head went like

Alive
Free
Right

And that really overwhelmed me in the moment since even if I only knew taehyung for such a short time, I somehow felt very different around him.
Safe.
I felt safe.

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