•kth• sixty-nine'

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it was gonna be over today. gone. lonely. I still couldnt believe it & had to tell myself over & over again. "g-gu.." I attempted to call him by the nickname I gave him, but my voice was all crackly & I had to gulp loudly before trying again, trying my absolute hardest not to cry.

"g-gu-gukkie.." I couldnt hold eye contact with him, even though I knew I wasnt gonna see his beautiful, sparkling eyes which carried not only my world, but a whole galaxy in them ever again after today. they'd make me cry, make my heart break.

"this...o-oh ggukie!" I just couldnt stand the pressure of my tears anymore that were longing to break out & let out a silent sob, pressing my lips toghether, hoping that would hide it, but the tear that rolled down my cheek exposed me.

"p-please ggukie.." I sobbed again. "p-p-please  d-do something a-about it.." I finally let out all of my sobs & cries & desperately rested my head on his shoulder, soaking his shirt with my tears.

while crying I thought about ways for us to not have to live apart from one another, when suddenly a crazy, ridiculous thought popped up in my head.

"j-jeongguk? will you do me a last favour?" I asked, wiping away my tears.

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