Kennedy
For most of the weekend, I've been chilling with Kevin and his kids. His kids seem to like me but the baby mama still isn't feeling and honestly, I can't blame her.
Mariah is trying to move out of the state with her new boyfriend and she wants to take Hezekiah with her. That might be her son but I'll kill that bitch before she takes my nephew away from me.
"Kennedy sit ya ass down, that's my fucking sister" Lucky shouts pointing a finger in my face. "Bestfriend or not ima beat yo ass if you touch Mariah"
"So you just gon let her take my nephew from me? That's my fucking heart!" I yell punching his chest, he stumbled back slightly. "that's not fucking fair, I went a whole year without seeing him because she didn't want him to see me and now she wants to leave the state?"
"Ken, she's got a new job opportunity. She wants to take it, let her" he sighs
"No, man fuck that. She knows how much Hezekiah means to me and she wants to take him away. I just got him back" I pulled up my pants about to walk away but he wrapped his arms around me keeping me in front of him. "Move, I want to leave"
"Nah so you can go and do some foul shit to my sister?" Lucky shakes his head
"I'm not going to her house, let me go"
"Put that on something"
"On my daughter's head, now let me go"
I never put anything on Zoelle's head unless I was dead serious. Last year when I went to jail I was five months pregnant and didn't know it, I got into a big fight with a guard and lost my child.
"Ken-" Lucky started but I cut him off, pushing him away forcefully.
"Bye" I mumble leaving his house, getting into my car. "if she wants to take Hezekiah from me then she might as well. It's just fuck me and my feelings anyway"
Speeding out of Lucky's neighborhood I drove around before finding myself at the graveyard.
Stumbling towards her gravestone I sighed deeply, taking a hit from my blunt.
"I'm sorry kid" I mumble sitting against the gravestone. "I should've noticed you were in there back then and you would've still been here. But I didn't so now I'm living with the consequences of not knowing you, I don't pity myself or have guilt though. I honestly didn't know about you and how could I? My periods were irregular, I didn't gain any weight, I wasn't craving shit like most pregnant women. Bubba would've been happy as hell if he knew we were supposed to have a baby together but I fucked that up"
I sat there talking out loud until I smoked the rest of my blunt.
Standing up I ran my fingers against Zoelle's gravestone I heard shouting coming from behind me.
"Until our next chat, I love ya baby girl" I sighed going towards the entrance
"You gotta dolla?" an older guy ask grabbing my arm
I shook his hands off my, then shot him in his thigh.
"Get help" rolling my eyes I continued to walk to my truck
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Feeling the bed dip I sat up slightly frowning when I saw Kevin laying down fixing a pillow under his head.
"Why are you here?" I question moving closer to him, getting comfortable in his arms
"I can't pop up on my lady?" he mumbles smacking his lips, pulling me underneath him as he laid on his stomach
"Where're your kids?"
"Dreka came and got them, saying she had something to do with them" he shrugs laying a gentle kiss on my forehead. "Game told me you left his house upset, what happened? You good?"
"Mariah's moving outta state with my nephew, that lil bitch so stingy with him. She wouldn't let him visit me in county or even answer my calls while I was in there. And now that I'm out she's moving? Foul as fuck, Hezekiah's my heart and she knows it"
"Maybe she wants him away from the street shit and found a better place to live?" Kevin says in a questioning manner
"Hezekiah was never in harm's way, I made sure of that. People knew not to mess with him or Mariah, and on top of that Lucky moved her into one of the best high-security neighborhoods in the state. She's just moving to get under my skin, she should be grateful that I like the friendship Lucky and I share or I would kill her"
"What would you tell Hezekiah? You think he'd forgive you for killing his mother?"
Turning my back to Kevin, I shook my head slowly.
"No"
"Then let it be, I understand that you don't like the idea of him leaving he'll come back. If not now but when he's older"
"You don't understand"
"I do, Dreka wanted to do the same thing with my kids but I wasn't letting that happen. I took her ass to court, I had so much shit on her I could've sent her ass away or got full custody of my kids. I ended settling for her moving out of my house and into her own with our kids since I'm at the studio or doing shows four days out the week"
"Mm" I nod
"Mhm, now go back to sleep" he yawns as his hands roam my backside
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