Spoken For (A One Direction FanFic)

Chapter 6.

*VIRGINIA'S POV*

I had to admit, he effected me in a way that no guy had ever effected me before. Then again, no guy has never really paid any attention to me.

But no matter what kind of effect he had on me, I had to stop kissing him. But how? This kiss was amazing. My stomach felt like they had butterflies fluttering around.

When I pulled away from him, I could see the hurt in his eyes.

I didn't really know what to do. So I bolted out of there as soon as I could.

"What the hell was that?" I mentally asked myself. I know I really liked him. And now that someone actually acknowledges me, I ignore him and run away? What the hell!?!? I don't even know.

This is a time when I wish I had friends to talk to about this. So maybe they could help me sort my feelings out.

I know. I'll call my "friend" from Kindergarten. It had been a while, but maybe he would remember me and help me out.

I dialed the number and surprisingly, he answered on the third ring.

"Hello?"

"Hey Josh. Do you remember me?"

"That depends. Who is this?"

"Oh yeah. Sorry. This is Virginia... from kindergarten..."

"Virginia?! I haven't heard from you in ages! How are you?"

"Um. Well, not so great. I know it's been a while since we've last talked, but can we meet up somewhere? I really need someone to talk to."

There was a long pause before he answered, "yeah sure. Where do you want to meet at?"

"How about the park by the new Starbucks?"

"Alright! Meet you there in about fifteen minutes?"

"Yeah. Fifteen works for me. Thanks for this by the way."

"Anytime. I can't wait to catch up with you!"

With that, I hung up my phone. I had about ten minutes until I had to start walking to the park.

I looked down at what I was wearing. Do I really want to wear worn out jeans and a battered up t-shirt to meet up with Josh after such a long time? I think not. I decided to go shopping.

I looked around to see what stores were around. Jack Wills, Urban Outfitters, New Look, or Harvey Nichols. New Look it is.

~*~

Seven minutes later, I came out wearing a brand new pair of black skinny jeans and a red flowy top with a black blazer and black hightops.

Off to the park.

I know I haven't seen Josh in years, I haven't even talked to him in about three years, but I was excited to catch up with him.

The park came in sight and I prepared myself. I didn't know what Josh would look like or how much he may have changed. What did I get myself into?

"Virginia! Over here!" I turned to see where my name was being called from. Found him. DAMN.

I never realised how much hotter people could get over a few years. Okay, well, it had been more than a few years. But whatever. That wasn't the point.

He ran over to me and hugged me like we were best friends. It felt so weird to be hugged like this. I had no friends and my parents were never home long enough to hug me like this.

I decided to not be awkward and hugged him back.

"Hey Josh. How have you been?"

"You have no idea. I've been so busy. I'm a drummer for this really famous boy band. You probably know them."

"Really? That sounds like so much fun! I didn't know you played the drums! What's the bands name?"

"Yeah. I've been playing since fifth grade actually. Apparently, I'm pretty good. The band is called One Direction."

"Wow. I'he never actually heard of them."

At that, Josh's jaw dropped. "You've never heard of One Direction?!?!"

"Nope. Sorry lad!"

"I just can't believe it. They're currently the biggest boy band in the world. I'm just surprised you've never heard of them."

"Yeah. Well, I don't socialise much. So I wouldn't know."

"What do you mean?"

Should I tell him everything? After all, I did just gain him as almost a friend, and I don't want to scare him away. Oh well, if he was a real friend, he would be my friend through it all.

"Well, it's kinda a long story. Are you sure you wanna hear it all?"

He nodded, signalling me to go on.

"Alright. Well, to start off, both of my parents are work-a-holics. They're always away on business trips, or cooped up in their offices. "

He nodded, letting me know that he was listening.

"Then, in seventh grade, I uhmm.... developed. All the girls were jealous cause my boobs were bigger than theirs. Leaving me with no girl friends. I had a bunch of guy friends, until the incident. In ninth grade, my boyfriend, Tyler, he uh...well he..."

"What happened Virginia?" I could hear the genuine concern in his voice. Should I tell him? I've got to. He's the closest thing to a friend that I have right now and I haven't told anyone about this. Here goes nothing.

"He. He raped me. " I could feel the tears slowly rolling down my face. It felt so wrong saying that. I never told anyone before. Maybe I shouldn't have told Josh. He might not want to be my friend anymore.

"He raped me in ninth grade. After that, none of my guy friends wanted to e my friend. They all saw me as 'broken' or 'damaged'. So after that, I didn't have any friends and I practically raised myself."

I looked at Josh. He was just staring at me. Oh god, I blew it. There goes the chance of having him as a friend.

Instead of freaking out like I expected him to, he leaned closer to me. What is he doing? He's gonna kiss me! What?!?! I leaned in anyways. YOLO BITCHES!!

His lips were soft, but not as soft as the curly-haired boys lips. Wait, I'm kissing Josh, not that boy! Stop thinking of him Virginia!

Josh kissed me with passion, but I couldn't bring myself to return the passion. I mean, Josh was fit and all, but I couldn't get my mind off of the curly-haired boy from earlier that past night.

What was I going to do? Josh or the curly-haired boy?

~~~~AUTHORS NOTE~~~~

I actually really liked writing this chapter. Hope you like it. (: