forgive me| Finn Wolfhard

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(Changed a few words)

- I just wanted to be happy with Finn without realizing I was going to hurt someone else.

𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓼
- 𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘯
- 𝘴𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘪𝘢
- 𝐵𝑒𝓃

Sophia-
Today is my 2 year anniversary with Ben. it's been 4 months since the last time I've seen him,

I'm on set again
but this time I felt better about it
I have Finn.
Yet I didn't know how to tell Ben, he was with me when I audition for this show, and when I got cast.
He's been here for the past 2 years.
It wasn't going to be easy breaking up, I didn't want to but I love Finn now,

We texted pretty much every single time, making it hard to avoid my feelings.

I had just woken up, ready to go to set when I got a call

                    Ben 🍒.
✖️ DECLINE  ✔️ACCEPT.

I panicked at the fact of hearing his voice.
What if I spit my guts out? but I still answer

Ben -"Hey," he said anxiously
Me: "Is everything okay?"
Ben- "I have a surprise for you," he said happily

Seconds after I heard a knock on the door, it can't be.

I went running to the door, when I opened I saw Ben. He had his phone on his right hand and a bouquet of flowers on the other.
"Surprised!" He jumped.
I hugged him tightly
After all, he is my best friend
"Happy 2-year anniversary soph," Ben said
"Happy anniversary" I tried to sound positive

We both turn around to the sound of the knock on my door.
I opened the door slowly seeing Finn on the other side of the door
"Not a good moment Wolfhard" I whisper
"Who's that?" Ben said curios
Finn looked at me confused
"Is Hardaway here ?" Finn tightens his jaw referring to Ben's last name.
I was about to close to the door on Finn when Ben came peeking over the door
"Finn right?" he said joyfully, another thing I loved about him.
"That's right," Finn said before leaving.
I sight in relief.
"When am I going to meet the rest ?" He asked jumping up and down.
I smile hesitate "soon"
Ben came with me to set, now Finn avoiding me at all cost
I introduced Ben to Millie, Sadie, Caleb, and the rest.
He was so hyper and happy to meet everyone and it tears me thinking how I would hurt him.
I found a moment where it was only me and Finn and I wanted to talk.
"Can you stop avoiding me, Finn?" I asked annoyed
His eyes now focusing on me. "Me? It's you, Sophia! I thought you cut things off with Hardaway but now he's here and I now I look like an idiot." He spoke firmly
I sight "I am cutting things off I just need time" I reply
He rolled his eyes at me "go on then, go with your perfect little boyfriend" he walked away from me.

Finn was now furious avoiding Ben every time he tried to talk to him, or anyone for the matter of fact
he kept on forgetting his lines
"Alright Finn, what's up ?" The director asked now frustrated with him.
"I can't film right now," Finn said angrily
The director brush his hair frustrated
"Alright everyone takes a break for today, we will start filming again on Wednesday"

Finn grabbed his coat and ran out of the set. Everyone else walked beside Ben and me
"I thought you cut things off" Millie whisper
I looked down "I'm trying to, but I just can't"

We all went to our own rooms, I kept on texting Finn but he didn't reply to any of them.
"Finn isn't as friendly as I thought" Ben spoke.
"yeah-, he's way different than he was today" I sight.
I felt the weight of guilt, I was lying to both Ben and Finn and I didn't know how to explain.

Ben  fell asleep easily, but I couldn't sleep, I was still thinking of Finn, I started tearing.
With tears on I slowly became sleepy

I woke up to the sounds of my phone,
someone kept on calling me at 2 am.
it was Sadie, I replied instantly
"Is everything okay?" I asked worriedly.
"Can you please come to check on Finn? He hasn't been out of his room and we keep on hearing things slamming, I figure he'll listen to you"
"I'm on my way," I say
I got out of bed slowly trying not to wake up Ben.
Before leaving a looked at Ben one last time making sure he was still asleep.
I took the elevator to the 4th floor to his room.
I took out the extra key I had for his room, I opened up slowly.
When I opened there was a big mess, things all over the floor and besides his bed was Finn, he was crying.
"Shouldn't you be with your boyfriend"
I rolled my eyes at him, I went and sat next to him now tearing.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept this going"
"I love him,- but I love you more" I confessed
"I know" he slightly smiled
He pulled me in for a hug
"I don't want to hurt him" I spit out in my sobbing
Finn lifted my head, now facing me.
He pulled me in for a kiss, I didn't hesitate
I felt better feeling his touch, I almost forgot that there was someone out there who believed in me
Finn and I kept on kissing
Until I pulled away, I hugged Finn tightly, I didn't want to lose him, we both eventually fell asleep in each other arms

I woke up, I forgot where I was
shit!
I left Ben by himself on my room, it was 7 am, he probably already woke up, Finn grabbed my hand
"Where are you going?" He asked half asleep. "Ben," I said
I put on my shoes leaving the room quickly
I tried not to panic, I had a hundred messages of Ben.
when I got to the 2nd floor I saw Ben outside
"Is everything okay ?" He asked
"Yeah"
"Where were you?"
"A friend needed me"
"In the middle of the night?"
I didn't have words, I couldn't keep on lying to him.
I saw someone behind him, it was Finn.
I lost my facial reaction.
Ben turned around to look at Finn and back at me
He looked so confused and puzzled
"I can explain" I begged
I tried to grab Ben but he moved away from me
"I can't believe you!" He screamed and left running.
I was speechless
I looked at Finn, I felt hopeless
"Go," I said before closing the door.


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