This is mainly Jangyoon and Bongbeom and I venture into other pairing but mainly those two ships. I am opened to taking request if you want one. (Updated the summary 2/21/2020)
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A/N: This is my first time writing a gender bender or well in this fic Jangjun is a female... so yeah. It went with the idea and song is inspiration.
Sungyoon:
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Fem Jangjun:
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3rd Pearson's P.O.V:
Jangjun wanted to be an object of admiration, yet nothing at all, she wanted to be heard and noticed for what she is and not what she looks like. She wanted to be more than a pretty face, yet nobody wanted her to open her mouth, as it would become invalidated by her own looks and the mass perception, it is better to be seen as naive than smart.
She should know better by now. Yet the pretty girl's mind wanted to be broadcasted and widely known as more than just an empty and vapid wasteland of nothingness, the black hair beauty wanted to be seen as something of substance, of worth, as what is more rebellious a women can do, is be confident.
Society has already conjured the idea, as a women, she should be pretty in order to live a wonderful life, cause there is more advantages to being pretty, an object of desire. To others aren't all the pretty girls happy? As though they are not allowed to feel burden or mentally destroyed by the world around them, it was frustrating to be degraded down to nothing but their looks, like nothing else matters.
Every time she spoke, nobody took her seriously, it only caused her more frustration and emptiness, made her feel worthless and disregarded, only causing her to feel misplaced in the life she leads. Her heart roars with passion and hope, yet her mind is exhausted fighting the same old war, it is hard to stop a vicious cycle once you have been consumed by the rogue storms.
She wanted more, yet when someone is willing to tell her what she wants to hear, it makes her give in to their honeysuckle deceptions and rose gold eyes, it is more of a let down when she realizes that they never meant a word.
"You are smart and accomplished." She let his hands wander without any restrictions from Jangjun.
"I promise they will love it too." Sungyoon laid a chaste kiss on the side of her long porcelain snow white neck.
"They will probably just ignore my proposal and just stare at me with mute on like they always do." it really becomes frustrating.
Being apart of a male predominant career has its own disadvantages and very few pros, it has not been fair nor kind to her but she knows that she can make changes even if it is on a board of middle-aged pricks and of course Sungyoon.
"You don't need their validation, you don't even need mine. You are the most competent and reliable worker Jangjun, you will kill the presentation and get the promotion and it's not cuz we are dating. You're brain is beautiful and I wish everyone else could see you the way I do." The older man always knew how to make her smile.
"You are just saying things I want to hear." She had a hard time believing anyone when they complimented her on her work ethics and smartness.
"I am sorry my love." He knew her strings of affair short, yet unforgettable.
They only wanted her for her body, a show pony, eyecandy, and they never stayed long enough. Some men don't like smart women, powerful, ambitious, goal-oriented, and kickass. He won the lottery when she agreed to date him, they matched each other in every way, and though she might be seem aloof, she is goofy, kind, and free-spirited, yet she is so unsure, insecure, and always belittling herself.
Sungyoon hated how she would question his love for her. "No, it is my fault Oppa, I just have a hard time believing someone actually likes me for something other than my face."
Jangjun never had to apologize for the way she feels and she didn't have to explain herself to him.
"Well believe it, cuz when you told those men that their approach would be outdated and bad business, you didn't allow their words or hungry glares deter you from wanting to make a change. You stood your ground and slammed down the facts, I trust your capability and your skill-set." He admires her for many things.
She runs the marketing team, at first Sungyoon thought Woohyun hired her cuz she is hot and nothing more, he had miss judged her and belittled her without actually looking at her resume and seeing how she graduated as top ten, has a masters degree in marketing, a bachelor's in business, she volunteers, studied abroad, has internships with three different companies, references from respective business associates, and the list goes on.
She is someone worth following, even when others put her down, she rises above the rest and he can't help but love her more and more everyday. He hopes his father and the rest of the board will see her talents, rather than just some pretty head.
"You know how to make a girl feel special." Jangjun pulled him closer to her, she stands on her tippy-toes and plants a kiss on his lips, staining his lips with her nude lip gloss.
"Only you Lee Jangjun." Lee Jangjun is not like the rest of them and so is Choi Sungyoon.
-The End
A/N: Again please note, first time writing a story like this so I am sorry but I hope you all enjoy it!
