This is mainly Jangyoon and Bongbeom and I venture into other pairing but mainly those two ships. I am opened to taking request if you want one. (Updated the summary 2/21/2020)
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Jangjun:
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3rd Person's P.O.V:
"I can't keep destroying myself, everytime you keep pushing away, I keep pulling at the threads of my heart and pleading to make you stay!" Jangjun couldn't stand this cold barren night.
"You tell me one thing but do the opposite and I have to be okay with it but it kills me inside Sungyoon hyung. I have to deal with the blow out of your acts and misunderstanding, it is me that takes the blame but its cuz I am so blinded by this overwhelming love for you." He lets out a shaky breath as he stayed up waiting for his fleeting lover on the blue leather couch dressed in sweats and a tank.
"I know I said my love isn't fragile but you kept chipping away at the edges of my heart until it is sanded down to fit your needs! While I am trapped in your heart-shaped box but I was a willing participant." He couldn't stand to look at the older detective at the entrance of their house, no longer home.
"I had to bite my tongue and smile through the pain as you kept rejecting and apart of me had to accept that you were just simply not ready." He runs his shaky hands through his ruffled locks.
"Even through everything, it has always been you and I allowed the toxicity to ruin me." Jangjun could feel the onset of tears strike his eyes.
"I was okay cuz it is you Choi Sungyoon, I allowed myself to keep bending and breaking as long as I got to see that bunny smile that you reserved for me." He didn't want to break in front of the older male again.
"At some point I have to let you go and wish you the best hyung." He looks up with glistening eyes to see his indifferent lover.
"I have given you my heart multiple times over and each time I ignore the cracks and bruises from the let down cuz it is you Sungyoon, it's cuz I care so deeply about you, it is greater than love." When the younger man loves it is with his whole being and maybe that is were it went wrong?
"Jangjun what are you saying?" His tone just as lifeless as his eyes.
