This is mainly Jangyoon and Bongbeom and I venture into other pairing but mainly those two ships. I am opened to taking request if you want one. (Updated the summary 2/21/2020)
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Jibeom:
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3rd Person's P.O.V:
He would always love Jaehyun from afar, thought bittersweet, he could only smile as the same age boy runs across the field. The sun rays following him like stage lights, Jaehyun is the main lead in his mind, he couldn't look away as the black haired boy chases around his dog Bongji, the way he laughs carelessly, the way he smiles freely, and the way he calls Jibeom's name without a care in the world.
He wanted to see the other male smile, his heart only craves for Jaehyun's gentle touches, soft stares, and caressing voice. Jibeom has never felt such overwhelming tides of emotion, as the way he feels about the other boy, his heart did mini somersaults and his stomach caged fluttering wings of butterflies! He wanted to run to his best friend and confess his soul to Jaehyun and the world around them, it was daunting how much he could care for someone the way he does for the other male.
He saved this moment in his heart, the way he combusts in laughter at how Jaehyun sulks, he memorizes how the boy's bottom lips quivers into an arrow, how he calls out Jibeom's name like a melody, begging him to stop mercilessly teasing him. How Bongji ends up catching the sweet sinless male instead, the way Jaehyun strokes his hand over the curly white fur in tiny motions, whispering how good Bongji is, Jibeom captured every moment.
How his heart felt in that moment, how he felt like he was floating, how he could only see the other male, how he could only stare at his chapped and plum lips, how he yearns to go the distance, push the folds further, make the jump and end the mind games. He hoped and longed for Jaehyun to see his heart and he never did, it made Jibeom wonder why he has kept pursuing the older? Why his heart still pounded at the call of Jaehyun, why his eyes wandered in the crowd of many to only be searching for earthy hues that brings him home.
How could he leave?
He wants to go to Jaehyun, yet, the other feels like miles away from him, only seeming to keep growing further and further away from him. He couldn't take it, the pain and suffering, how he can't let go of the one thing that brings him happiness but despair. He is a masochist, he is willing to get hurt and would keep taking more of the pain, if it meant he would have Jaehyun by his side, at some point, it no longer felt like pins and needles, his heart hurts so good.
He loves Jaehyun so bad, it made him blind to Jaehyun's own longing stares, made him unaware of how Jaehyun only gave him toothy grins, heart eye smiles, he would only agree to the other's absurd whims, his heart beat for the one and only Kim Jibeom. He is at the mercy of the other boy and he long to be more than a best friend.
He loves Jibeom so much, he loves him so bad, it felt so good, loving Jibeom is the only thing he felt good about. He was ready to be whatever the other wanted, he would be whatever he needs, no matter what, Bong Jaehyun would be it.
"Yah Kim Jibeom!" Jaehyun calls out breaking Jibeom's self confrontation.
"What!" He still hasn't moved from the little hill that they sat and ate.
"Come and help me, you brat!" Jaehyun just wanted him near, Bongji has stopped fussing.
"Not with that attitude Bong!" Jibeom scoffs while holding his heart.
"You are such a drama queen Kim." He chuckles at the way Jibeom pretends to be hurt.
"I take offence Bong, you hurt my feelings and expect me to help?" Jibeom goes too him regardless.
"Yes, its cuz you love me." Jaehyun tries to ignore his own heart break.
"You should be grateful I love you Bong Jaehyun." Jibeom standing in front of the pair, wishing to speak his true intention.
Both just staring at the other, not wanting to break the electrifying eye contact, both sharing the same space and time, neither one willing to back down or speak, neither one willing to confess their deepest desires.
Love happens when you least expect it too, it knocks twice, not waiting around forever till someone answers but enough to feel like forever. The love they share for one another is evergreen and ready to bloom, like the first flower in spring after the long winter days, it is ready and ripe, wanting to taste a bit of the sun.
He wanted to feel that same mystic energy, wanting to connect his soul to the other's graceful heart, his eyes spoke no lies, his lips wanting to taste the richness and glory, to be alone with Jaehyun is enough for him. Yet his soul ached and burn for something more, something intimate and wholesome. He would set himself on fire if it made the other smile, it would be an honor to have his heart, to love him, to be the one that Jaehyun goes too, to be his person.
A little bit closer and they would be close enough to touch, to feel each others breathe, to feel their lips connect and watch universes be born, galaxies ignite, planets appear, stars giving light, and that would satisfy their beings.
"Bongji comeback!" The trance ending as fast it begins.
"Yah, don't run off!" Jibeom and Jaehyun running after the dog.
They would always love each other from afar, not knowing their true hearts, yet they would keep it that way, if it meant being with one another the way they are now. They wouldn't look back, they would smile and play pretend. They could only smile as the same age boys runs across the field. As the dying sun sets, Jibeom and Jaehyun playing a parts as best as they can, they couldn't look at each other, they wouldn't dare too. They continue too chases around Bongji, the way they laugh carelessly, the way they both try to act as though their hearts aren't bleeding, and the way Jaehyun calls Jibeom's name, it makes him soulful.
They would always be chasing each other without knowing what has always been right in front of one another, a heart that is ready to be loved, and the world looks upon them with a despondent smile.
