This is mainly Jangyoon and Bongbeom and I venture into other pairing but mainly those two ships. I am opened to taking request if you want one. (Updated the summary 2/21/2020)
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Jangjun:
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A/N: WARNING SENSITIVE CONTENT AHEAD!!!! THIS COULD BE A TRIGGER FOR SOME SO READ WITH CAUTION!
I am sorry for the way I potray them in it. I do not believe in romaticizing these kinds of love as it is not love to me and never will be. I got inspired from the song and I was watching HBO show Big Little Lies and this is how it came about and I never inteneded to write this at all but it just happened.
3rd Person's P.O.V:
It was never like this, he was never like this. Their house no longer felt like home and at some point Jangjun had to come to terms with the reality that this love has taken a wrong turn.
The winter nights feel longer and bone chilling, it is suffocating and unforgiving as each day passes and blurs into the next. Creating patterns and shapes of blue and purple hues and blotches across his flawless canvas.
The way his breathe riddles with anxiety and his heart beats in the same rhythm as the clock ticks and he tries to hold on to the semblance of peace he has left in his wandering mind, it is the time he could feel weightless and free.
The body can only take so much before giving way and his spirit is being weighed down by the pain of yesterday that tomorrow seems but that of works of fiction. The days drag out too much of his time until he comes home.
Yet he no longer found comfort in these four walls or the touch of his lover. He couldn't bring himself to accept the unfathomable truth, it came undone, the glamour and lies.
His heart couldn't take another hit to his aching soul, knowing that the person he once knew, that man is dead and gone! Replaced with a hungry beast and Jangjun kept feeding the monster.
He kept giving in! Taking the blame and suffering for his failures and mistakes, it was him who took the inevitable backlash, and Jangjun forgave him after.
