This is mainly Jangyoon and Bongbeom and I venture into other pairing but mainly those two ships. I am opened to taking request if you want one. (Updated the summary 2/21/2020)
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Song: Baby- by Clean Bandits ft. Marina and Luis Fonsi
Jangjun & Sungyoon:
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A/N: Just mentions Joochan and Daeyeol.
3rd Person's P.O.V:
They weren't supposed to be doing this, this was a casual affair of the heart, the forbidden fruit that must be kept sacred. They both had a desire and hunger that could no longer be contained, it was not suppose to go further than the bed, let alone the sheets, it was unforeseen.
Both two lonely hearts looking for refuge in one another, even when they both know it is doomed,they still carried on.
It is foolish to think they could keep going on without consequences.
"Daeyeol left to go see his parents for the week." Sungyoon hints at wanting the younger male to say longer.
"Tempting, I would love to stay, the thing is Joochan will be home soon and we have an appointment with the wedding planner for final arrangements." Jangjun didn't want to upset the older but he himself is married.
"I forgot about him, but do you really have to go?" Sungyoon kisses the younger fiercely and passionately.
His kisses always had an effect on the younger man's mind, it made him long for more of the older man's lips. He always loved how Sungyoon would burn his soul without even trying.
He had to stay grounded or else the rabbit like man would have his way and Jangjun wouldn't fight it or want to leave. He has to go to meet his fiance, his amazing and lovely future. He loves his soon-to-be husband and that is never a lie.
"Babe, you know I have to go or else Joochan will be upset." He hates it when he is the reason for his lover's dismay.
"I know but can't he just go by himself?" He pulls Jangjun closer and start to trail kisses from the lobe of his ear trailing down his neck, it made Jangjun excited cuz Sungyoon isn't usually this giving or affectionate, it is out of character for the older.
"Hyung, what is going on?" He knows the older man well.
"Nothing Jangjun-ah, I just don't want you to go." The younger did not know if he should believe him or not?
They had a mutual agreement that this would not go further once Jangjun married his long time boyfriend Joochan, they only wanted sex and comfort, both males in question have been friends since forever and when Sungyoon got married, it was too late for Jangjun to admit he has always been in love with Sungyoon.
He thought that the older would only see him as a kid or a little brother and nothing more. But when he proposed to Jangjun that they become a little bit more intimate, well he was conflicted and confused but his heart wanted Sungyoon more. He needed him the way a worker bee needed his queen, well in this case a king, his heart knew nothing else even with Joochan.
Joochan and him have been dating for eight years, and for three of those years he had started the affair with Sungyoon, it wasn't ideal but Joochan and him were always arguing and his lover was always leaving, Joochan worked as public relations officer for some big shot idol agency and Jangjun is on the police force and of course his partner is his dear old best friend Sungyoon. It made things a whole lot easier on them and to sneak away from their unsuspecting lovers at anytime and without question as to why they had to leave early or stay a bit later at "work" and they never questioned them on any of it.
"Something is troubling you and I know it." The younger was not gonna take his bullshit excuses.
Sungyoon didn't want whatever this is to be over, he loves Daeyeol but he doesn't know if he loves him like that anymore, being with Jangjun is ideal and secure, he loved the way the younger took control and give Sungyoon reign, he loved the way the younger would smile at him and message him with stupid text that made himself chuckle with delight. He loved everything about the younger and more, he hasn't let Daeyeol touch him in months or even fuck him, it wasn't the same, he felt greedy and satisfied and loved.
"It is nothing, you will be late and Joochan will not let you forget it." Sungyoon knew that Jangjun would marry the other man, no matter what he felt or said Jangjun would marry Joochan next week and he couldn't stop that.
"I won't push you if you won't be honest, I love you, please know that even after... I will still love." Jangjun wanted to make that clear, he knew that Sungyoon would never leave Daeyeol and he never expected him too.
"Do you think that if things were different, we could have been together?" Sungyoon wanted to know the younger's answer, put some perspective in his heart.
"Nothing good ever comes from dwelling on the past hyung, of what could have been, we will never know, there is so many outcomes to our future. If we were meant to be, it will be, if we love each other we have to let each other go, and if we decide that we would both want to spend the rest of our lives together it is meant to be." Deep down they both felt the same way about one another but couldn't voice it out of fear.
"Tell Joochan I say hi." Sungyoon had nothing else to say.
"I will." They both got dressed in the silence of the hotel room, their only solace. Soon this will all be but a dream of a dream.
-The End
A/N: I hope you enjoyed the update and if you see in the tags I have another ship I will be writing about. Not very often but I will have multiple stories for Jibeom and Jaehyun.
