Goodbye Disorder

Part 4

When Virgil finally woke up he was still exhausted from the previous night, his arm seared with pain. But as always he sucked it up and went to go get ready for the dreadful day ahead.

Virgil walked into his privet bathroom, it was covered in blood stains and smelled of barf. He ignored it as usual and grabbed some gauze. He rinsed  of his arm and started wrapping it up, a few tears prickled the corners of his eyes from pain. But he bit them back telling himself he wasn't weak enough to cry.

Today they had another video to film. Now according to the videos it would seem as though Virgil was excepted. But that was just part of the script. They went by a scripted and rehearsed schedule to complete the videos. Also by making it scripted it would seem better appealing to fans than what might actually happen. Of course scripted thing were written as things would normally happen in real life. That is except for the way Virgil was treated.

It made all the sides especially Roman mad that Virgil was the favorite. Virgil never wanted to be the last popular, he even tried making himself more dislikable. He would say rude comments with as much sarcasm he could muster and trying to come off as scary and dark as possible. Yet nothing worked, those relentless fanders loved him and they weren't stop in anytime soon.

While sulking around his room getting ready Vigil started absent mildly humming and quietly singing. While yes he loved his emo music and such when he sang songs that first came to his mind they were normally love songs. As weird as that may sound for the dark persona he couldn't help it especially with his strong feelings for the princely man. Virgil could actually pull off love songs. Anxiety quietly started murmuring the lyrics to a song he had recently heard,

Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Mama, come here
Approach, appear
Daddy, I'm alone
'Cause this house don't feel like home
If you love me, don't let go
If you love me, don't le—

Virgils soft singing was interrupted by a banging on his door. "Get your ass out here you emo nightmare!". Roman. Virgil thought, he sighed wishing that when Roman talked to him his voice would be filled with love instead of dripping with malice.

Vigil groggily walked over to his closet, he threw on a pair of black skinny jeans and then a black p!atd shirt. He finally threw on his jacket and looked in the mirror to make sure his foundation and eye shadow looked good. "Ugly as ever" he mumbled to himself before walking out of his room.

When he got down stairs he was met with the other three sides. All of them looking repulsed at him being there, only Patton trying to hide it. "Hey there kiddo it's time for another video!" Patton said trying to be positive. "What took you so long we have a schedule you know." Logan said while glaring at Virgil. "Ya it's not like you would even be doing anything productive, you useless!" Roman spat with venom. Anxiety tried not to flinch at their words and held back the tears that were desperately trying to escape.

Before Vigil could answer Logan spoke up "Ugg let's just get going we have a video to upload and we're already behind schedule thanks to Anxiety". Anxiety. Virgil hated being called that, no good anxiety, nobody ever liked anxiety. The other sides even knew his name yet they refused to use it. They all believed a mistake like him didn't deserve a name.

But Virgil could do nothing about it. So he put in his fake smirk and sunk down into the real world for the video. Everybody thought he was different and just piped up because he was evil, but he was actually the same he did rise up like them. The thing was that nobody ever paid attention to him so they didn't realize he ever came up.

Most of the videos were scripted, every nice thing ever said to Virgil was just fake and forced. Sometimes the videos aren't scripted and ran smoothly but the others were still forced to be nice to Virgil to please the viewers. This time was slightly different. Virgil was greeted by the other sides and Thomas having already started the video.

"Oh Anxiety your here, we're doing a Q and A video this time" Thomas said. Thomas also wasn't the greatest fan of Virgil but similar to Patton he at least tried to act nice. "Go on with the questions Thomas I'm sure most of them are for everyone's favorite, ME!" Roman said gesturing to himself. Virgil tried to hold back a smile at the prince like mans actions. Virgil absolutely adored him.

"Okay, okay, okay!" Thomas said breaking Virgil out of his thoughts. Virgil started mentally preparing himself for the video. He then mumbled out to himself,

"Don't screw it up like always"