Liberosis

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I didn't leave Jahseh's house with Aliyah right away because he seemed upset and I didn't want to just take her with me knowing he was upset.

"How about she spend a couple days with you? So she can be around you more?" I asked him and his face lit up but then went back to normal.

"I can't watch her by myself" he told me making me nod.

I almost suggested Stokes again but I know how that makes him feel.

"What about your mom?" I asked and he shrugged.

"I can call and ask" he told me and I nodded standing up with Liyah.

"Okay well I'm going to go home to eat and take a shower just let me know and I'll bring her back to stay tomorrow" I told him and he nodded, giving me a side hug as I walked out.

When I got to the car I sat her car seat in the back and put the sit belt in it before closing her door and getting in to drive.

On the way home I only thought of if I was making a mistake by letting Jah keep her for a couple of days. I don't know but I don't want him to feel like she doesn't love him.

He's only done damage to me and my heart I don't want her to feel that growing up. I don't want to feel bitter even though I do when he post other girls. But I have to stay in my lane.

That's how he likes it and I have something that ties me to him for life I'm not really worried about his white girls right now. He's just being a hoe.

I don't mind him being a hoe anymore because I'm not with him, as long as none of them touch my baby when she's there it's fine.

He does what he wants just like I'm going to do what I want. Like tomorrow night I have a date, I just haven't told him yet because I was going to tell Stokeley and have him watch her but it seems she'll be at his house.

Getting home I parked the car and got me and Liyah out, walking up to the door. The car ride always puts her to sleep so I just took her out of her car seat and sat her in her crib before getting into the shower before she wakes up.

Update

1/26/2020

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