A Heart Doesn't Break Even. |Max George & Siva Kaneswaran|

Party Day with Changes

"Are you going to blindfold me all day? I don't really like this to be honest." "I am taking it off in a sec, but first I will give you a clue where we are. It's a perfect place for quality time and where drinking during the day is perfectly acceptable." "Delicious food too?" "That's right. It's brunch time." Siva took the blindfold and got out of the taxi and ran to my door and opened it for me. "It's so sweet of you that you remember this." I said. I grabbed his hand and walked to the table where Tom and Jay were sitting, just like the day Jay called me when I was in London 2 years ago if I wanted to brunch with him and his new friends. I took a seat, Jay ordered about everything.

"Bloodies and Mimosas anyone?"

"My head is spinning like crazy." When brunching time was up I just had to wrap my arm around Sivas with all my strenght. I tried to focus on what was in front of me. "Here, sit down. Are you okay? Do you want me to call the taxi to go home or you want to continue this day?" Siva asked worried. "We continue darling." I tried to say with a posh accent but clearly failed.

"I don't want to ruin the next surprise but, I just want to know I might of thought you would have a few drinks but I felt like I had to arrange this. Be honest do you think you could go on a plane right now?" Siva asked me when we got in the taxi. I was repeating the question slowly in my head to make sure I got it right. Siva started to look at me with questioning eyes. "Oh." I managed to get out. Siva at his turn got out of the car and came back in with our luggage that was in the trunk all the time. "I asked Nathan and Max to pack when we were brunching, The driver went to pick it up. I knew we shouldn't go brunching but it was your brothers idea. Not everything is packed it seems, we have to go back home anyway." "Siva, this is so sweet nobody has ever done something like this before." I pressed my lips at his and made a gesture to the driver with my hand. He started driving.

"It seems we should stay here." I said when we arrived. We came home to a party in full swing. I got to our bedroom to change in my bikini, grab my towel and went to our garden. I feel his staring eyes, it feels like he sees through me litterally now. I am sitting on the side of the pool with my feet in the water, listening to the noice the water makes, the drunk guys on the bar that are screaming things at me. Maybe I shouldn't be here I said before I pissed Max off and walked away. Haven't spoken to him since then about my confusing feelings. Another tear streams down my face, slightly I look to my right. Now I can see the shadow that belongs to the loud footsteps.

"I thought you would be long gone by now." It was Max looking hot as always. "Is this what this party is about? Celebrating that I'm gone?" I schocked myself, it sound way sharper then I wanted. "It's driving me nuts. This, us, I can't move on until you tell me where we stand. The not speaking isn't working for me." Max said.

"When you had to drop out of the tour for a few days, well Siva asked me to come to Manchester to check on you, because I cared you pulled me in a kiss and made me torn." "So it's all my fault? No it's not it's not. Do you remember Michelle?"

*Flashback*

While we all were waiting for going into the cinema, Max was walking back and forth and couldn't stop checking his phone. He never has been this nervous, I'm wondering what's going on. "Right guys, this is the moment." he said a few minutes later while he showed us a little box. I was so confused, I heard the guys wishing him good luck while Max was walking up to that taxi. "Is he going to ..." "Yes he is, c'mon let's go inside before we freeze out here."

* Back *

"I couldn't understand I was so confused." "I loved her" "I know you did. I cried in the cinema, blamed the sad movie. It wasn't just one kiss Max."